Things Change, God Does Not
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Thirty-Third Sunday in Ordinary Time
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Luke 21: 5-19
While some people were speaking about how the temple was adorned with
costly stones and votive offerings, Jesus said, "All that you see here--
the days will come when there will not be left a stone upon another stone
that will not be thrown down." Then they asked him, "Teacher, when
will this happen? And what sign will there be when all these things are about
to happen?" He answered, "See that you not be deceived, for many
will come in my name, saying, ´I am he,’ and ´The time has come.’ Do not
follow them!
When you hear of wars and insurrections, do not be terrified; for such things must happen first, but it will not immediately be the end." Then he said to them, "Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be powerful earthquakes, famines, and plagues from place to place; and awesome sights and mighty signs will come from the sky. Before all this happens, however, they will seize and persecute you, they will hand you over to the synagogues and to prisons, and they will have you led before kings and governors because of my name. It will lead to your giving testimony. Remember, you are not to prepare your defense beforehand, for I myself shall give you a wisdom in speaking that all your adversaries will be powerless to resist or refute. You will even be handed over by parents, brothers, relatives, and friends, and they will put some of you to death. You will be hated by all because of my name, but not a hair on your head will be destroyed. By your perseverance you will secure your lives."
Introductory
Prayer: Lord, I turn to You today with faith, knowing that You are the Lord of
life and history. Aware of my weaknesses and failures, I set my hopes in You,
for You always fulfill your promises. As I contemplate your love that becomes
fidelity, I, too, desire to repay you with my fidelity. I am here before You
to listen and, in listening, discover Your will for me today.
Petition: Lord, grant me the grace to set my heart on what is eternal and
everlasting.
1. Things Change: Like the people gazing at the physical beauty of
the Temple, we, too, can be mesmerized by the fleeting glitter of the
treasures of this world. Time, experience and our faith teach us that things
change, including relationships. Our relationships with one another are never
static; they are either being weaved more intimately, or they are fraying or
coming apart at the seams. This also holds true for our relationship with
Christ. All we do moves us deeper into his Sacred Heart or moves us away from
him.
2. Christ Is Always the Same: Christ is the most sacred of
temples; he is the Temple. Yet he changed. His body suffered the wounds that
man inflicted upon his body. Christ changed interiorly, too. He suffered
loneliness of the worst kind, when he experienced the effects of sin in the
depths of his soul – separation from the Father and separation from his
closest friends, his apostles. Yet in essence, Christ always remained the
same, for he is love itself, and love is everlasting. Christ suffered
physical and interior changes in his human nature so that we might partake of
his divine nature, which is the same yesterday, today and forever.
3. The Gift of Perseverance: In order for us to enjoy eternal
life, we must persevere. St. Paul talks about running the race, and moreover,
about winning the race. Christ teaches us about the final victory and that to
achieve this we must never deny him. Yet we are weak, and there are many ways
that we deny our Lord. How can we who are so weak run the race and win the
gift that lasts forever? Christ gives us the answer: Trust in him, not in
ourselves or in the things or ways of this world. We will persevere through
the grace he won for us on Calvary.
Conversation with Christ: Lord Jesus, Your beauty transcends
all creation, even my holiest of thoughts. Please bless me with the gift to
appreciate more perfectly the limited beauty of created things and the
infinite and everlasting beauty of You, my Lord and my God.
Resolution: Today I will reflect on the beauty of God’s creation and on the
reality that all creation changes. As well, I will see and respect the
everlasting beauty that resides, or should reside, in the hearts of all men,
so that I will treat all people with the highest degree of respect.
Excerpts from the DIARY of
Saint Faustina Kowalska
140 Pure love is capable of great
deeds, and it is not broken by difficulty or adversity. As it remains strong
in the midst of great difficulties, so too it perseveres in the toilsome and
drab life of each day. It knows that only one thing is needed to please God:
to do even the smallest things out of great love-love, and always love.
Pure love never errs. Its light is strangely plentiful. It will not do anything that might displease God. It is ingenious at doing what is more pleasing to God, and no one will equal it. It is happy when it can empty itself and burn like a pure offering. The more it gives of itself, the happier it is. But also, no one can sense dangers from afar as can love; it knows how to unmask and also knows with whom it has to deal.
147 I recall
that I have received most light during adoration which I made lying prostrate
before the Blessed Sacrament for half an hour every day throughout Lent.
During that time I came to know myself and God more profoundly. And yet, even
though I had the superiors' permission to do so, I encountered many obstacles
to praying in such a way. Let the soul be aware that, in order to pray and
persevere in prayer, one must arm oneself with patience and cope bravely with
exterior and interior difficulties. The interior difficulties are
discouragement, dryness, heaviness of spirit and temptations. The exterior
difficulties are human respect and time; one must observe the time set apart
for prayer. This has been my personal experience because, when I did not pray
at the time assigned for prayer, later on I could not do it because of my
duties; or if I did manage to do so, this was only with great difficulty,
because my thoughts kept wandering off to my duties. I also experienced this
difficulty: when a soul has prayed well and left prayer in a state of
profound interior recollection, others resist its recollection; and so, the
soul must be patient to persevere in prayer. It often happened to me that
when my soul was more deeply immersed in God, and I had derived greater fruit
from prayer, and God's presence accompanied me during the day, and at work
there was more recollection and greater precision and effort at my duty, this
was precisely when I received the most rebukes for being negligent in my duty
and indifferent to everything; because less recollected souls want others to
be like them, for they are a constant [source of] remorse to them.
157 +In the
evening, when I entered the small chapel, I heard these words in my soul: My
daughter, consider these words: "And being in agony, he prayed more
earnestly." When I started to think about them more deeply, much
light streamed into my soul. I learned how much we need perseverance
in prayer and that our salvation often depends on such difficult
prayer.
477 Silence is a
sword in the spiritual struggle. A talkative soul will never attain sanctity.
The sword of silence will cut off everything that would like to cling to the
soul. We are sensitive to words and quickly want to answer back, without
taking any regard as to whether it is God's will that we should speak. A
silent soul 14 strong; no adversities will harm it if it perseveres in
silence. The silent soul is capable of attaining the closest union with God.
It lives almost always under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit. God works in
a silent soul without hindrance.
646 But after a short while, I
entered into the sufferings which Jesus underwent in the Garden of Olives.
This lasted until Friday morning. On Friday, I experienced the Passion of
Jesus but, this time, in a different way. On that day, Father Bukowski came from
Derdy. Some strange power pushed me to go to confession and tell him about
everything that had happened to me and about what Jesus had said to me. When
I told Father, he was quite different and he said to me, "Sister, don't
be afraid of anything; you will come to no harm, for the ' Lord Jesus will
not allow it. If you are obedient and persevere in this disposition, you need
not worry about anything. God will find a way to bring about His work. You
should always have this simplicity and sincerity and tell everything to
Mother General. What I said to ; you was said as a warning, because illusions
may afflict even holy persons, and Satan's insinuations may play a part in
this, and sometimes this comes from our own selves, so one has to be careful.
And so continue as you have thus far. You can see, Sister, that the Lord is
not angered by this. And Sister, you can repeat these things that have
happened to you at present to your regular confessor [Father Sopocko]."
860 There are times
in life when the soul finds comfort only in profound prayer. Would that souls
knew how to persevere in prayer at such times. This is very important.
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J.M.J. Jesus, I trust in You.
1244 August 15, 1937. During meditation,
God's presence pervaded me keenly, and I was aware of the Virgin Mary's joy
at the moment of Her Assumption. Towards the end of the ceremony carried out
in honor of the Mother of God, I saw the Virgin Mary, and She said to me, Oh,
how very pleased I am with the homage of your love! And at that moment She
covered all the sisters of our Congregation with Her mantle. With Her right
hand, She clasped Mother General Michael to herself, and with Her left hand
She did so to me, while all the sisters were at Her feet, covered with Her
mantle. Then the Mother of God said, Everyone who perseveres zealously
till death in My Congregation will be spared the fire of purgatory, and I
desire that each one distinguish herself by the following virtues: humility
and meekness; chastity and love of God and neighbor; compassion and mercy.
After these words, the whole Congregation disappeared from my sight, and I
remained alone with the Most Holy Mother who instructed me about the will of
God and how to apply it to my life, submitting completely to His most holy
decrees. It is impossible for one to please God without obeying His holy
will. My daughter, I strongly recommend that you faithfully fulfill all
God's wishes, for that is most pleasing in His holy eyes. I very much desire
that you distinguish yourself in this faithfulness in accomplishing God's
will. Put the will of God before all sacrifices and holocausts. While the
heavenly Mother was talking to me, a deep understanding of this will of God
was entering my soul.
1347+ Holy Confession. After giving an
account of my conscience, I was given the permissions I asked for: to wear
the bracelet for half an hour every day during Holy Mass, and in times of
difficulty, to wear the belt for two hours. [Father said,] "Sister, persevere
in this great faithfulness to the Lord Jesus."
1398 Advent is
approaching. I want to prepare my heart for the coming of the Lord Jesus by
silence and recollection of spirit, uniting myself with the Most Holy Mother
and faithfully imitating Her virtue of silence, by which She found pleasure
in the eyes of God Himself. I trust that, by Her side, I will persevere in
this resolution.
1489 Conversation of the Merciful God with a Perfect Soul.
Soul: My Lord and Master, I desire to converse with You. Jesus: Speak, My beloved child, for I am always listening. I wait for you. What do you desire to say? Soul: Lord, first let me pour out my heart at Your feet in a fragrant anointing of gratitude for the many blessings which You lavish upon me; even if I wanted to, I could not count them. I only recall that there has never been a moment in my life in which I have not experienced Your protection and goodness. Jesus: Your words please Me, and your thanksgiving opens up new treasures of graces. But, My child, we should talk in more detail about the things that lie in your heart. Let us talk confidentially and frankly, as two hearts that love one another do. Soul: O my merciful Lord, there are secrets in my heart which no one knows or will ever know except You because, even if I wanted to reveal them, no one would understand me. Your minister knows some because I confess to him, but he knows only the bit of these mysteries that I am capable of revealing; the rest remains between us for eternity, O My Lord! You have covered me with the cloak of Your mercy, pardoning my sins. Not once did You refuse Your pardon; You always had pity on me, giving me a new life of grace. To prevent doubts, You have entrusted me to the loving care of Your Church, that tender mother, who in Your name assures me of the truths of faith and watches lest I wander. Especially in the tribunal of Your mercy does my soul meet an ocean of favors, though You did not give the Fallen Angels time to repent or prolong their time of mercy. O my Lord, you have provided saintly priests to show me the sure way. Jesus, there is one more secret in my life, the deepest and dearest to my heart: it is You yourself when You come to my heart under the appearance of bread. Herein lies the whole secret of my sanctity. Here my heart is so united with Yours as to be but one. There are no more secrets, because all that is Yours is mine, and all that is mine is Yours. Such is the omnipotence and the miracle of Your mercy. All the tongues of men and of angels united could not find words adequate to this mystery of Your love and mercy. When I contemplate this mystery, my heart falls into a new ecstasy. In silence I tell You everything, Lord, because the language of love is without words; not a single stirring of my heart escapes You. O Lord, the extent of Your great condescension has awakened in my soul an even greater love for You, the sole object of my love. The life of union manifests itself in perfect purity, deep humility, gentle silence, and great zeal for the salvation of souls. O my sweetest Lord, You watch over me each moment and inspire me as to how I should act in a precise situation, when my heart wavers between two things. You yourself frequently intervened in the resolution of a difficulty. Countless times, by means of a sudden enlightenment, You have given me to know what is the more pleasing to You. Oh, how numerous are the instances of forgiveness about which no one knows! How often You have poured into my soul courage and perseverance to go forward. It is You yourself who removed obstacles from my road, intervening directly in the actions of people. O Jesus, everything I have said to You is but a pale shadow of what is taking place in my heart. O my Jesus, how ardently I desire the conversion of sinners! You know what I am doing for them to win them for You. Every offense against You wounds me deeply. I spare neither strength, nor health, nor life itself in defense of Your kingdom. Although my efforts may remain invisible on earth, they are no less valuable in Your eyes. O Jesus, I want to bring souls to the fount of Your mercy to draw the reviving water of life with the vessel of trust. The soul desirous of more of God's mercy should approach God with greater trust; and if her trust in God is unlimited, then the mercy of God toward it will be likewise limitless. O my God, Who know every beat of my heart, You know how eagerly I desire that all hearts would beat for You alone, that every soul glorify the greatness of Your mercy. Jesus: My beloved child, delight of My Heart, your words are dearer and more pleasing to me than the angelic chorus. All the treasures of My Heart are open to you. Take from this Heart all that you need for yourself and for the whole world. For the sake of your love, I withhold the just chastisements, which mankind has deserved. A single act of pure love pleases Me more than a thousand imperfect prayers. One of your sighs of love atones for many offenses with which the godless overwhelm Me. The smallest act of virtue has unlimited value in My eyes because of your great love for Me. In a soul that lives on My love alone, I reign as in heaven. I watch over it day and night. In it I find My happiness; My ear is attentive to each request of its heart; often I anticipate its requests. O child, especially beloved by Me, apple of My eye, rest a moment near My Heart and taste of the love in which you will delight for all eternity. But child, you are not yet in your homeland; so go, fortified by My grace, and fight for My kingdom in human souls; fight as a king's child would; and remember that the days of your exile will pass quickly, and with them the possibility of earning merit for heaven. I expect from you, My child, a great number of souls who will glorify My mercy for all eternity. My child, that you may answer My call worthily, receive Me daily in Holy Communion. It will give you strength... Jesus, do not leave me alone in suffering. You know, Lord, how weak I am. I am an abyss of wretchedness, I am nothingness itself; so what will be so strange if You leave me alone and I fall? I am an infant, Lord, so I cannot get along by myself. However, beyond all abandonment I trust, and in spite of my own feeling I trust, and I am being completely transformed into trust-often in spite of what I feel. Do not lessen any of my sufferings, only give me strength to bear them. Do with me as You please, Lord, only give me the grace to be able to love You in every event and circumstance. Lord, do not lessen my cup of bitterness, only give me strength that I may be able to drink it all. O Lord, sometimes You lift me up to the brightness of visions, and then again You plunge me into the darkness of night and the abyss of my nothingness, and my soul feels as if it were alone in the wilderness. Yet, above all things, I trust in You, Jesus, for You are unchangeable. My moods change, but You are always the same, full of mercy.
1577 Tell souls not to place
within their own hearts obstacles to My mercy, which so greatly wants to act
within them. My mercy works in all those hearts which open their doors to it.
Both the sinner and the righteous person have need of My mercy. Conversion,
as well as perseverance, is a grace of My mercy.
1580 My Jesus, I
now see that I have gone through all the stages of my life following You:
childhood, youth, vocation, apostolic work, Tabor, Gethsemane, and now I am
already with You on Calvary. I have willingly allowed myself to be crucified,
and I am indeed already crucified; although I can still walk a little, I am
stretched out on the cross, and I feel distinctly that strength is flowing to
me from Your Cross, that You and You alone are my perseverance. Although I
often hear the voice of temptation calling to me, "Come down from the
cross!" the power of God strengthens me. Although loneliness and
darkness and sufferings of all kinds beat against my heart, the mysterious
power of God supports and strengthens me. I want to drink the cup to the last
drop. I trust firmly that Your grace, which has sustained me in the Garden of
Olives, will sustain me also now that I am on Calvary.
1581 O my Jesus, my
Master, I unite my desires to the desires that You had on the cross: I desire
to fulfill Your holy will; I desire the conversion of souls; I desire that
Your mercy be adored; I desire that the triumph of the Church be hastened; I
desire the Feast of Mercy to be celebrated all over the world; I desire
sanctity for priests; I desire that there be a saint in our Congregation; I
desire that our whole Congregation have a great spirit of zeal for the glory
of God and for the salvation of souls; I desire that souls who live in our
homes do not offend God, but persevere in good; I desire that the blessing of
God descend upon my parents and my whole family; I desire that God give
special light to my spiritual directors, and in particular to Father An. and
Father So.; I desire a special blessing for Superiors 234
under whose direction I have been, and in particular for Mother , General
[Michael], for Mother Irene and for the Directress of Novices, Mother [Mary]
Joseph.
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+ Jesus-Host, if You Yourself did not sustain me, I would not be able to
persevere on the cross. I would not be able to endure so much suffering. But
the power of Your grace maintains me on a higher level and makes my
sufferings meritorious. You give me strength always to move forward and to
gain heaven by force and to have love in my heart for those from whom I
suffer adversities and contempt. With Your grace one can do all things.
1744 May You be
adored, O merciful God of ours,
O All-powerful Lord
and Creator.
In deepest
humility, we give You praise,
Plunging ourselves
into the ocean of Your Godhead.
But man did not
persevere in the hour of trial.
At the instigation
of the evil one, he became unfaithful to You.
He lost Your grace
and gifts; only misery was left him,
And tears,
suffering, sorrow and bitterness, until he would rest in the grave.
But you, O merciful
God, did not let humanity perish,
And gave it the
promise of a Redeemer.
You did not let us
despair, despite our grave offenses,
And You sent Your
prophets to Israel.
Still, day and
night, mankind cries out to You,
From the abyss of
misery, sin and all pain.
Hear the moaning
and the tears, You who reign in heaven,
God of great mercy,
God of compassion.
Man erred, but he
cannot ask pardon,
Because a gaping
chasm has appeared between God and man.
With the voice of
his misery, he cries out, "Mercy!"
But Yahweh is
silent... and century after century passes on.
But the longing of
all humankind grows deeper.
A longing for Him
who has been promised.
Come, Lamb of God,
take away our vile sins,
Come, illumine our
darkness like a ray of light.
Humanity calls out
to You unceasingly, O Lord of lords,
Calls out to Your
unfathomable mercy, to Your compassion.
O great Yahweh, grant
that we may make atonement,
Remember Your
goodness, and forgive us our sins.
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-I-140, 147, 157, 163, 178, 186-187, 216)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-I-477)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-II-646, 860, 872)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-II-791, 856, 861, 871, 944)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-V-1398, 1489, 1577, 1580)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-VI-1620, 1744)
(Diary of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-VI-1701-1703,
1743, 1747, 1754, 1758)
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