Just Joseph
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Wednesday of the
Third Week of Advent
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Father Edward McIlmail, LC
Matthew 1:18-25
This
is how the birth of Jesus Christ came about. When his mother Mary was
betrothed to Joseph, but before they lived together, she was found with child
through the holy Spirit. Joseph her husband, since he was a righteous man,
yet unwilling to expose her to shame, decided to divorce her quietly. Such
was his intention when, behold, the angel of the Lord appeared to him in a
dream and said, "Joseph, son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary
your wife into your home. For it is through the holy Spirit that this child
has been conceived in her. She will bear a son and you are to name him Jesus,
because he will save his people from their sins." All this took place to
fulfill what the Lord had said through the prophet: "Behold, the virgin
shall be with child and bear a son, and they shall name him Emmanuel,"
which means "God is with us." When Joseph awoke, he did as the
angel of the Lord had commanded him and took his wife into his home. He had
no relations with her until she bore a son, and he named him Jesus.
Introductory
Prayer:
Lord, I come before You
humbly. As one who has frequently fallen into sin, I am aware of my weakness.
Your great love, though, assures me that Your grace can keep me on the path
to holiness.
Petition:
Lord, let me better
imitate St. Joseph in the way I deal with the people around me.
1.
No Gloating: Joseph
was taken aback to learn that Mary was expecting a baby. Here was a woman he
always knew to be beyond reproach. Legally he could have denounced her
publicly. Yet he didn’t. He was ready to let the whole matter drop quietly,
as if to give Mary the benefit of the doubt. What a great virtue this is: to
think the best of others! It reflects a heart of peace and calm. How many
friendships have ended ― indeed, how many wars have started ― because people
assumed the worst of someone else. Have I ever judged the motives of someone
else, only to learn later that things were not as they first appeared? To
whom should I be giving the benefit of the doubt?
2.
Angelic Explanation: Notice that the angel appears to Joseph only after he decides
to do the charitable thing and send Mary away quietly. So it often goes in
the spiritual life: God reveals more of his plan to us only if we respond to
a crisis with charity. It is as if Jesus says, “Treat others well and you
will begin to understand me better.” In a crisis, is charity my first
response?
3.
Jesus’ Portal: This Gospel passage could be called a second Annunciation. At
the first Annunciation, Mary said "yes" to the angel. Now, Joseph’s
"yes" was needed in order to ensure that Jesus would have the
appearance of an earthly father (and a reputable lineage). Jesus often wants
to come back into the world, so to speak, to touch lives: through a work of
charity, a word of kindness ― or even a new baby. He counts on our help
though. What help could Jesus be asking of me so as to carry out his plans?
Could I be thwarting his plans because of laziness, stubbornness, or
selfishness? Is he asking me to cooperate with someone? With a loved one? A
classmate? A co-worker?
Conversation
with Christ: You
wonderfully invite me to help You in Your mission to save souls, Lord. You
respect my freedom, and You want me to respond out of love. Let me appreciate
that truth fully, and let me be generous with You.
Resolution:
I will agree to one
request (big or small) today to help someone.
Excerpts
from the DIARY of Saint Faustina Kowalska
91 O my Jesus, You alone know what
persecutions I suffer, and this only because I am being faithful to You and
following Your orders. You are my strength; sustain me that I may always
carry out what You ask of me. Of myself I can do nothing, but when You
sustain me, all difficulties are nothing for me. O my Lord, I can see very
well that from the time when my soul first received the capacity to know You,
my life has been a continual struggle which has become increasingly intense.
Every morning during meditation, I prepare myself for the whole day's struggle. Holy Communion assures me that I will win the victory; and so it is. I fear the day when I do not receive Holy Communion. This Bread of t lie Strong gives me all the strength I need to carry on my mission and the courage to do whatever the Lord asks of me. The courage and strength that are in me are not of me, but of Him who lives in me - it is the Eucharist. O my Jesus, the misunderstandings are so great; sometimes, were it not for the Eucharist, I would not have the courage to go any further along the way You have marked out for me.
279 God made known
to me what true love consists in and gave light to me about how, in practice,
to give proof of it to Him. True love of God consists in carrying out God's
will. To show God our love in what we do, all our actions, even the least,
must spring from our love of God. And the Lord said to me, My child, you
please Me most by suffering. In your physical as well as your mental
sufferings, My daughter, do not seek sympathy from creatures. I want the
fragrance of your suffering to be pure and unadulterated. I want you to
detach yourself, not only from creatures, but also from yourself. My
daughter, I want to delight in the love of your heart, a pure love, virginal,
unblemished, untarnished. The more you will come to love suffering, My
daughter, the purer your love for Me will be.
281 I feel certain that my mission will not
come to an end upon my death, but will begin. O doubting souls, I will draw
aside for you the veils of heaven to convince you of God's goodness, so that
you will no longer continue to wound with your distrust the sweetest Heart of
Jesus. God is Love and Mercy.
302 +O Eternal Love, I want all the
souls You have created to come to know You. I would like to be a priest, for
then I would speak without cease about Your mercy to sinful souls drowned in
despair. I would like to be a missionary and carry the light of faith to
savage nations in order to make You known to souls, and to be completely
consumed for them and to die a martyr's death, just as You died for them and
for me. O Jesus, I know only too well that I can be a priest, a missionary, a
preacher, and that I can die a martyr's death by completely emptying myself
and denying myself for love of You, O Jesus, and of immortal souls.
346 December 24, 1934. The Vigil
of Christmas. During the morning Mass, I felt the closeness of God. Though I
was hardly aware of it, my spirit was drowned in God. Suddenly, I heard these
words: You are My delightful dwelling place; My Spirit rests in you. After
these words, I felt the Lord looking into the depths of my heart; and seeing
my misery, I humbled myself in spirit and admired the immense mercy of God,
that the Most High Lord would approach such misery.
During Holy Communion, joy filled my soul. I felt that I am closely united to the Godhead. His omnipotence enveloped my whole being. Throughout the whole day I felt the closeness of God in a special manner; and although my duties prevented me throughout the whole day from going to chapel even for a moment, there was not a moment when I was not united with God. I felt Him within me more distinctly than ever. Unceasingly greeting the Mother of God and entering into Her spirit, I begged Her to teach me true love of God. And then I heard these words: I will share with you the secret of My happiness this night during Holy Mass.
We had supper before six o'clock. Despite all the joy and
the external noise accompanying the sharing of the wafer and the mutual
exchange of good wishes, I did not for a moment lose the awareness of God's
presence. After supper we hurried away to finish our work, and at nine I was
able to go to the chapel for adoration. I was allowed to stay up and wait for
the Midnight Mass. I was delighted to have free time from nine until
midnight. From nine to ten o'clock I offered my adoration for my parents and
my whole family. From ten to eleven, I offered it for the intention of my
spiritual director, in the first place thanking God for granting me this
great visible help here on earth, just as He had promised me, and I also
asked God to grant him the necessary light so that he could get to know my
soul and guide me according to God's good pleasure. And from eleven to twelve
I prayed for the Holy Church and the clergy, for sinners, for the missions
and for our houses. I offered the indulgences for the souls in purgatory.
482 O my God, I am conscious of my mission in the Holy
Church. It is my constant endeavor to plead for me mercy for the world. I
unite myself closely with Jesus and stand before Him as an atoning sacrifice
on behalf of the world. God will refuse me nothing when I entreat Him with
the voice of His Son. My sacrifice is nothing in itself, but when I join it
to the sacrifice of Jesus Christ, it becomes all-powerful and has the power
to appease divine wrath. God loves us in His Son; the painful Passion of the
Son of God constantly turns aside the wrath of God.
483 O God, how I desire that souls come to know You and
to see that You have created them because of Your unfathomable love. O my
Creator and Lord, I feel that I am going to remove the veil of heaven so that
earth will not doubt Your goodness.
Make of me, Jesus, a pure and agreeable offering before the Face of Your Father. Jesus, transform me, miserable and sinful as I am, into Your own self (for You can do all things), and give me to Your Eternal Father. I want t become a sacrificial host before You, but an ordinary wafer to people. I want the fragrance of my sacrifice be known to You alone. O Eternal God, an unquenchable fire of supplication for Your mercy burns within me. I know and understand that this is my task here and in eternity. You yourself have told me to speak about this great mercy and about Your goodness.
682 + The more I
feel that God is transforming me, the more I desire to immerse myself in
silence. The love of God is doing its work in the depths of my soul. I see
that the mission which the Lord has entrusted to me is beginning.
694 September 19, 1936. When we left the
doctor's [137] [office] and stepped into the
sanatorium
chapel for a moment, I heard these words in my soul:My child, just a few
more
drops in your chalice; it won't be long now. Joy
filled my soul; this was the first
call
from my beloved Spouse and Master. My heart melted, and there was a moment
when my soul was immersed in the whole sea of God's mercy. I felt that my
mission was beginning in all its fullness. Death destroys nothing that is
good. I pray most of all for souls that are experiencing inner sufferings.
825 + O bright and
clear day on which all my dreams will be fulfilled; O day so eagerly desired,
the last day of my life! I look forward with joy to the last stroke the
Divine Artist will trace on my soul, which will give my soul a unique beauty
that will distinguish me from the beauty of other souls. O great day, on
which divine love will be confirmed in me. On that day, for the first time, I
shall sing before heaven and earth the song of the Lord's fathomless mercy.
This is my work and the mission which the Lord has destined for me from the
beginning of the world. That the song of my soul may be pleasing to the Holy
Trinity, do You, O Spirit of God, direct and form my soul yourself. I arm myself
with patience and await Your coming, O merciful God, and as to the terrible
pains and fear of death, at this moment more than at any other time, I trust
in the abyss of Your mercy and am reminding You, O merciful Jesus, sweet Savior,
of all the promises You have made to me.
1325 O my God, let
everything that is in me praise You, my Lord and Creator; and with every beat
of my heart I want to praise Your unfathomable mercy. I want to tell souls of
Your goodness and encourage them to trust in Your mercy. That is my mission,
which You yourself have entrusted to me, O Lord, in this life and in the life
to come.
1389 O my Jesus,
although I have such very strong impulsions, I am to act on them slowly, and
this only in order not to spoil Your work with my haste. O my Jesus, You give
me to know Your mysteries, and You want me to transmit them to other souls.
Soon now it will be possible for me to act. At the moment of apparent
absolute destruction, my mission, now no longer hindered by anything, will
begin. Such is the will of God in this, and it will not change; although many
persons will oppose it, nothing will change God's will.
1690 After Holy Communion today, Jesus said, My daughter give Me
souls. Know that it is your mission to win souls for Me by prayer and
sacrifice, and by encouraging them to trust in My mercy.
1729 O my Jesus,
You alone know of my efforts. I seem to be a bit better, but better only to
the point that I can go out on the veranda instead of lying in bed. I see and
am fully aware of what is happening to me. Despite the diligent care of my
superiors and the efforts of the doctors, my health is fading and running
out. But I rejoice greatly at Your call, my God, my Love, because I know that
my mission will begin at the moment of my death. Oh, how much I desire to be
set free from the bonds of this body. O my Jesus, You know that, in all my
desires, I always want to see Your will. Of myself, I would not want to die
one minute sooner, or to live one minute longer, or to suffer less, or to suffer
more, but I only want to do Your holy will. Although I have great enthusiasm,
and the desires burning in my heart are immense, they are never above Your
will.
1742 Be praised, merciful God, One
God in the Holy Trinity,
Unfathomable, infinite, incomprehensible, immersing themselves in You, their minds cannot comprehend You, So they repeat without end their eternal: Holy. Be glorified, O merciful Creator of ours, O Lord, Omnipotent, but full of compassion, inconceivable. To love You is the mission of our existence, Singing our eternal hymn: Holy... Be blessed, merciful God, Eternal Love. You are above the heavens, the saphires, the firmaments. The host of pure spirits sings You praises, With its eternal hymn: Thrice Holy. And, gazing upon You, face to face, O God, I see that You could have called other creatures before them. Therefore they humble themselves before You in great humility, For well they see that this grace comes solely from Your mercy. One of the most beautiful spirits would not recognize Your mercy, And, blinded by his pride, he drew others after him. Angel of great beauty, he became Satan And was cast down in one moment from heaven's heights into hell. Then the faithful spirits cried, "Glory to God's mercy!" And they stood firm in spite of the fiery test. Glory to Jesus, the Christ abased, Glory to His Mother, the humble and pure Virgin. After this battle, the pure spirits plunged into the ocean of Divinity; Contemplating and praising the depths of His mercy, They drown in His mercy and manifold light, Possessing in knowledge the Trinity of Persons, the Oneness of Godhead.
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-I-91, 279, 281, 302, 346, 482-483)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-II-682, 694, 825)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-V-1325, 1389)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-VI-1690, 1729, 1742)
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