The Treasure Hunt
July
30, 2014, Wednesday of the Seventeenth Week in Ordinary Time
Matthew
13: 44-46
Jesus said to his disciples: "The Kingdom
of heaven is like a treasure buried in a field, which a person finds and hides
again, and out of joy goes and sells all that he has and buys that field.
Again, the Kingdom of heaven is like a merchant searching for fine pearls. When
he finds a pearl of great price, he goes and sells all that he has and buys
it."
Introductory Prayer: Lord, You have made me for Yourself, and my heart
is restless until I rest in You. I want to encounter You more deeply today so
that You can be my treasure. Thank You for the gift of this new day. I know You
love me. I wish to discover Your love more deeply and give it to others.
Petition: Lord, help me to treasure the gift of Your friendship.
1. In Search of a Treasure: The restlessness in our hearts can be compared
to a hunt for treasure. In different ways we all experience the desire for
unconditional love, true goodness, the answer to our deepest questions. In
Christ, God has come to give himself to us. He is the one we truly long for; he
is our greatest treasure. During this time of prayer let us deepen our
awareness of the greatness of his gift of friendship, and let us strengthen
this friendship by our openness to his love.
2. The Priceless Treasure: In Christ we have experienced the overwhelming
faithfulness of God’s love for us. In his mercy we discover that our life has
infinite value in the Father’s eyes. In his teachings we discover the wisdom to
build our life on solid ground. In his grace we receive the strength to grow in
love and holiness. This is where we can build a true future. This is where we
can live up to our calling to greatness. But we must be willing to leave aside
all other concerns to really possess this treasure. We must leave aside
anything that tries to give us a false sense of security outside of God. Am I
making my friendship with Christ the one value that guides my heart and my
decisions?
3. The Unopened Treasure Chest: Unpacking this treasure is the work of our
spiritual life. We need to cooperate with Christ’s grace in order to truly
possess this treasure. The cultivation of faith, hope and charity helps us
discover and live this treasure more fully each day. Our sacrifices and
renunciations done to put on the new man help us dig this treasure out of the
earthy make-up of our lives. Living generous charity helps us make this
treasure truly last and enrich our lives. Am I sincerely allowing Christ’s
treasure to transform me?
Conversation with Christ: Lord, thank You for the gift of Your love. You
are the treasure I truly long for. Help me to enter more deeply into Your heart
this day by doing things Your way no matter what the cost. Help me to value the
gift of Your friendship above everything else.
Resolution: I will make a small sacrifice of my time to do something extra
for someone who needs God’s love.
Excerpts from the DIARY of Saint Faustina
Kowalska
304 +O my Jesus, my only hope, thank You for the book which
You have opened before my soul's eyes. That book is Your Passion which You
underwent for love of me. It is from this book that I have learned how to love
God and souls. In this book there are found for us inexhaustible treasures. O
Jesus, how few souls understand You in Your martyrdom of love! Oh, how great is
the fire of purest love which burns in Your Most Sacred Heart! Happy the soul
that has come to understand the love of the Heart of Jesus!
338 When I started to look deep within myself, I did not
find any attachment to anything, but as in all things that concern me, so also
in this matter, I was afraid and distrustful of myself. Tired out by this
detailed selfexamination, I went before the Blessed Sacrament and asked Jesus
with all my heart, "Jesus, my Spouse, Treasure of my heart, You know that
I know You alone and that I have no other love but You; but, Jesus, if I were
about to become attached to anything that is not You, I beg and entreat You,
Jesus, by the power of Your mercy, let instant death descend upon me, for I
prefer to die a thousand times than to be unfaithful to You once in even the
smallest thing."
342 Suffering is the greatest treasure on earth; it purifies
the soul. In suffering, we learn who our true friend is.
343 True love is measured by the thermometer of suffering.
Jesus, I thank You for the little daily crosses, for opposition to my
endeavors, for the hardships of communal life, for the misinterpretation of my
intentions, for humiliations at the hands of others, for the harsh way in which
we are treated, for false suspicions, for poor health and loss of strength, for
self-denial, for dying to myself, for lack of recognition in everything, for
the upsetting of all my plans.
Thank You, Jesus, for interior sufferings, for dryness of spirit, for terrors, fears and incertitudes, for the darkness and the deep interior night, for temptations and various ordeals, for torments too difficult to describe, especially for those which no one will understand, for the hour of death with its fierce struggle and all its bitterness.
I thank You, Jesus, You who first drank the cup of bitterness before You gave it to me, in a much milder form. I put my lips to this cup of Your holy will. Let all be done according to Your good pleasure; let that which Your wisdom ordained before the ages be done to me. I want to drink the cup to its last drop, and not seek to know the reason why. In bitterness is my joy, in hopelessness is my trust. In You, O Lord, all is good, all is a gift of Your paternal Heart. I do not prefer consolations over bitterness or bitterness over consolations, but thank You, O Jesus, for everything! It is my delight to fix my gaze upon You, O incomprehensible God! My spirit abides in these mysterious dwelling places, and there I am at home. I know very well the dwelling place of my Spouse. I feel there is not a single drop of blood in me that does not burn with love for You.
O Uncreated Beauty, whoever comes to know You once cannot love anything else. I can feel the bottomless abyss of my soul, and nothing will fill it but God himself. I feel that I am drowned in Him like a single grain of sand in a bottomless ocean.
Thank You, Jesus, for interior sufferings, for dryness of spirit, for terrors, fears and incertitudes, for the darkness and the deep interior night, for temptations and various ordeals, for torments too difficult to describe, especially for those which no one will understand, for the hour of death with its fierce struggle and all its bitterness.
I thank You, Jesus, You who first drank the cup of bitterness before You gave it to me, in a much milder form. I put my lips to this cup of Your holy will. Let all be done according to Your good pleasure; let that which Your wisdom ordained before the ages be done to me. I want to drink the cup to its last drop, and not seek to know the reason why. In bitterness is my joy, in hopelessness is my trust. In You, O Lord, all is good, all is a gift of Your paternal Heart. I do not prefer consolations over bitterness or bitterness over consolations, but thank You, O Jesus, for everything! It is my delight to fix my gaze upon You, O incomprehensible God! My spirit abides in these mysterious dwelling places, and there I am at home. I know very well the dwelling place of my Spouse. I feel there is not a single drop of blood in me that does not burn with love for You.
O Uncreated Beauty, whoever comes to know You once cannot love anything else. I can feel the bottomless abyss of my soul, and nothing will fill it but God himself. I feel that I am drowned in Him like a single grain of sand in a bottomless ocean.
415 Saturday. During Vespers I saw the Lord Jesus radiant as
the sun, in a bright garment, and He said to me, May your heart be joyful. And
great joy flooded me, and I was penetrated with God's presence, which for the
soul is a treasure beyond words.
454 Once, the Lord said to me, My daughter, take the
graces that others spurn; take as many as you can carry. At that moment, my
soul was inundated with the love of God. I feel that I am united with the Lord
so closely that I cannot find words to express that union; in this state I
suddenly feel that all the things God has, all the goods and treasures, are
mine, although I set little store by them, for He alone is enough for me. In
Him I see my everything; without Him-nothing.
I look for no happiness beyond my own interior where God dwells. I rejoice that God dwells within me; here I abide with Him unendingly; it is here that my greatest intimacy with Him exists; here I dwell with Him in safety; here is a place not probed by the human eye. The Blessed Virgin encourages me to commune with God in this way.
I look for no happiness beyond my own interior where God dwells. I rejoice that God dwells within me; here I abide with Him unendingly; it is here that my greatest intimacy with Him exists; here I dwell with Him in safety; here is a place not probed by the human eye. The Blessed Virgin encourages me to commune with God in this way.
608 February 2, [1936]. In the morning, when the bell awoke
me, I was so overcome by drowsiness which I could not shake off that I jumped
into cold water, and after two minutes the sleepiness left me. When I came to
meditation a host of absurd thoughts swarmed into my head, so much so that I
had to struggle throughout the whole meditation. It was the same during prayer
time, but when Mass began, a strange silence and joy filled my heart. Just
then, I saw Our Lady with the Infant Jesus, and the Holy Old Man [St. Joseph]
standing behind them. The most holy Mother said to me, Take My Dearest
Treasure, and She handed me the Infant Jesus. When I took the Infant Jesus
in my arms, the Mother of God and Saint Joseph disappeared. I was left alone
with the Infant Jesus.
649 Mass of the Resurrection. [April 12, 1936]. When I entered
the chapel, my spirit was immersed in God, its only treasure. His presence
flooded me.
763 November 22, [1936]. Today during confession, the Lord
Jesus spoke to me through the lips of a certain priest. This priest did not
know my soul, and I only accused myself of my sins; yet he spoke these words to
me: "Accomplish faithfully everything that Jesus asks of you, despite the
difficulties. Know that, although people may be angry with you, Jesus is not
angry and never will be angry with you. Pay no attention to human
opinion." This instruction surprised me at first; but I understood that
the Lord was speaking through him without his realizing it. O holy mystery,
what great treasures are contained in you! O holy faith, you are my guidepost!
781 O Love, O queen! Love knows no fear. It passes through
all the choirs of angels that stand on guard before His throne. It will fear no
one. It reaches God and is immersed in Him as in its sole treasure. The
Cherubim who guards paradise with flaming sword, has no power over it. O pure
love of God, how great and unequalled you are! Oh, if souls only knew your
power!
801 Today, I still managed to pay a short visit to the Lord
[in the Eucharist] before going to bed. My spirit was immersed in Him as in its
only treasure. My heart rested a while near the Heart of my Spouse. I received
light as to how I should behave toward those around me, and then I returned to
my solitude. The doctor is taking good care of me; all those around me are very
kind to me.
826 This morning I had an adventure. My watch had stopped,
and I did not know when to get up, and I thought of what a misfortune it would
be to miss Holy Communion. It was still dark, so I had no way of knowing
whether it was time to get up. I dressed, made my meditation and went to the
chapel, but everything was still locked, and silence reigned everywhere. I
steeped myself in prayer, especially for the sick. I now see how much the sick
have need of prayer. Finally, the chapel was opened. I found it difficult to
pray because I was already feeling very exhausted, and immediately after Holy
Communion I returned to my room. Then I saw the Lord, who said to me, Know,
My daughter, that the ardor of your heart is pleasing to Me. And just as you
desire ardently to become united with Me in Holy Communion, so too do I desire
to give Myself wholly to you; and as a reward for your zeal, rest on My Heart.
At that moment, my spirit was immersed in His Being, like a drop in a
bottomless ocean. I drowned myself in Him as in my sole treasure. Thus I came
to recognize that the Lord allows certain difficulties for His greater glory.
843 December 24, [1936]. During Holy Mass today, I was
united in a particular way with God and His Immaculate Mother. The humility and
love of the Immaculate Virgin penetrated my soul. The more I imitate the Mother
of God, the more deeply I get to know God. Oh, what infinite longing envelops
my soul! Jesus, how can You still leave me in this exile? I am dying of longing
for You. Every touch of my soul by You wounds me immensely. Love and suffering
go together; yet I would not exchange this pain caused by You for any treasure,
because it is the pain of incomprehensible delights, and these wounds of the
soul are inflicted by a loving hand.
846 December 25, [1936]. Midnight Mass. During Mass, God's
presence pierced me through and through. A moment before the Elevation I saw
the Mother of God and the Infant Jesus and the good Old Man [St. Joseph]. The
Most Holy Mother spoke these words to me: My daughter, Faustina, take this
most precious Treasure, and she gave me the Infant Jesus. When I took Jesus
in my arms, my soul felt such unspeakable joy that I am unable to describe it.
But, strange thing, after a short while Jesus became awful, horrible-looking,
grown up and suffering; and then the vision vanished, and soon it was time to
go to Holy Communion. When I received the Lord Jesus in Holy Communion, my soul
trembled under the influence of God's presence. The next day, I saw the Divine
Infant for a brief moment during the Elevation.
928 Then suddenly I saw the Lord, who clasped me to His
Heart and said to me, My daughter, do not weep, for I cannot bear your
tears. I will grant you everything you ask for, but stop crying. And I was
filled with great joy, and my spirit, as usual, was drowned in Him as in its
only treasure. Today, encouraged by His kindness, I conversed with Jesus at
greater length.
957 The pure offering of my will will burn on the altar of
love. That my sacrifice may be perfect, I unite myself closely with the
sacrifice of Jesus on the cross. When great sufferings will cause my nature to
tremble, and my physical and spiritual strength will diminish, then will I hide
myself deep in the open wound of the Heart of Jesus, silent as a dove, without
complaint. Let all my desires, even the holiest, noblest and most beautiful,
take always the last place and Your holy will, the very first. The least of
Your desires, O Lord, is more precious to me than heaven, with all its
treasures. I know very well that people will not understand me; that is why my
sacrifice will be purer in Your eyes.
969 +Today, I went to meditate before the Blessed Sacrament
[in the sanatorium chapel]. When I approached the altar, God's presence
pervaded my soul, I was plunged into the ocean of His divinity, and Jesus said
to me, My daughter, all that exists is yours. I answered the Lord,
"My heart wants nothing but You alone, O Treasure of my heart. For all the
gifts You give me, thank you, O Lord, but I desire only Your Heart. Though the
heavens are immense, they are nothing to me without You. You know very well, O
Jesus, that I am constantly swooning because of my longing for You." Know
this, My daughter, that you are already tasting now what other souls will
obtain only in eternity.
1021 + I have such a strong desire to hide myself that I
would like to live as though I did not exist. I feel a strange inner urge to
hide myself as deeply as possible so as to be known only to the Heart of Jesus.
I want to be a quiet little dwelling place for Jesus to rest in. I shall admit
nothing that might awaken my Beloved. My concealment gives me a chance to
commune constantly and exclusively with my Bridegroom. I commune with creatures
in so far as it is pleasing to Him. My heart has come to love the Lord with the
full force of love, and I know no other love, because it is from the beginning
that my soul has sunk deeply in the Lord as in its only treasure.
1064 + O my most sweet Master, good Jesus, I give You my
heart. You shape and mold it after Your liking. O fathomless love, I open the
calyx of my heart to You, like a rosebud to the freshness of dew. To You alone,
my Betrothed, is known the fragrance of the flower of my heart. Let the
fragrance of my sacrifice be pleasing to You. O Immortal God, my everlasting
delight, already here on earth You are my heaven. May every beat of my heart be
a new hymn of praise to You, O Holy Trinity! Had I as many hearts as there are
drops of water in the ocean or grains of sand in the whole world, I would offer
them all to You, O my Love, O Treasure of my heart! Whomever I shall meet in my
life, no matter who they may be, I want to draw them all to love You, O my
Jesus, my Beauty, my Repose, my sole Master, Judge, Savior and Spouse, all in
one; I know that one title will modify the other-I have entrusted everything to
Your mercy.
1122 God of great mercy, who deigned to send us Your only
begotten Son as the greatest proof of Your fathomless love and mercy, You do
not reject sinners; but in Your boundless mercy You have opened for them also
Your treasures, treasures from which they can draw abundantly, not only
justification, but also all the sanctity that a soul can attain. Father of
great mercy, I desire that all hearts turn with confidence to Your infinite
mercy. No one will be justified before You if he is not accompanied by Your
unfathomable mercy. When You reveal the mystery of Your mercy to us, there will
not be enough of eternity to properly thank You for it.
1385 November 19. After Communion today, Jesus told me how
much He desires to come to human hearts. I desire to unite Myself with human
souls; My great delight is to unite Myself with souls. Know, My daughter, that
when I come to a human heart in Holy Communion, My hands are full of all kinds
of graces which I want to give to the soul. But souls do not even pay any
attention to Me; they leave Me to Myself and busy themselves with other things.
Oh, how sad I am that souls do not recognize Love! They treat Me as a dead
object. I answered Jesus, "O Treasure of my heart, the only object of
my love and entire delight of my soul, I want to adore You in my heart as You
are adored on the throne of Your eternal glory. My love wants to make up to You
at least in part for the coldness of so great a number of souls. Jesus, behold
my heart which is for You a dwelling place to which no one else has entry. You
alone repose in it as in a beautiful garden.
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-I-304, 338, 342-343, 415, 454)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-II-608, 649, 763, 781, 801, 826)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-II-843, 846, 928, 957, 969
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-III-1021, 1064, 1122)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-V-1385)
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