Nothing But the Truth
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May 24, 2017. Wednesday
of the Sixth Week of Easter
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Father John Doyle, LC
John 16:12-15
Jesus
said to his disciples: "I have much more to tell you, but you cannot
bear it now. But when he comes, the Spirit of truth, he will guide you to all
truth. He will not speak on his own, but he will speak what he hears, and
will declare to you the things that are coming. He will glorify me, because
he will take from what is mine and declare it to you. Everything that the
Father has is mine; for this reason I told you that he will take from what is
mine and declare it to you."
Introductory
Prayer: Lord, as I begin
this prayer I offer You my whole self: my thoughts, desires, decisions,
actions, hopes, fears, weaknesses, failures and petty successes. I open my
entire being to You, aware that You know everything already. I’m certain of Your
mercy and of the purifying power of Your penetrating, loving gaze.
Petition:
Lord, allow me to be
sincerely and truthfully Yours.
1.
My Truth Before God: Jesus tells his apostles he has many more things to tell them,
but it seems that they are not yet ready to accept the truth. They were not
ready, for one thing, to acknowledge the fact that in a few short hours all
of them would flee before the prospect of the Cross, leaving Christ quite
alone. I, too, may find it hard to see, or to accept, a realistic picture of
my relationship with Christ or my state of soul. I may justify myself or my
indifference with any number of psychological consolations. I might convince
myself that I am not quite as bad off as so-and-so. Perhaps I put up an
excellent external show, living all the motions, but with little true
conviction and sincerity.
2.
Cheap Deceptions: In our consumer-oriented world, first impressions often seem
to count more than the goodness or evil of a thing. Opinion polls appear to
set the standard for right and wrong, and a false idea of tolerance is a
highly held ideal. Truth can be seen as bluntly offensive, and so it is
repackaged in a more appealing way. However, none of these attempts by the
“spirit of the world” can ever succeed in the end, just as no amount of
darkness can ever stop the smallest beam of light. The Holy Spirit is at work
in the world declaring the truth loud and clear in the depths of the human soul.
Only the truth -- which comes from Christ -- has the power to bring true
peace and joy to the human heart when all illusions are shown up as such.
3.
Living in the Truth: As Christians we must be on guard against the spirit of
insincerity. No one who lives outside the truth can claim to be a disciple of
Christ. Little falsehoods in our lives are utterly destructive to the action
of the “Spirit of Truth” in our souls. Our Savior never spoke out so strongly
against anything as he did against the pretended righteousness of the leaders
of his time. How many things have I done recently just to be praised by
others? How many good things have I done which are known to God alone? Am I
capable of standing firm to my convictions in the face of misunderstanding or
ridicule?
Conversation
with Christ: Jesus,
the example of Your life and death is one of complete honesty. Empower me
through the “Spirit of Truth” to be sincere in all that I do before God and
others.
Resolution:
I will ask
forgiveness in the sacrament of reconciliation at the first available
opportunity for any insincerity in my life.
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Excerpts from the DIARY of Saint
Faustina Kowalska
56 O my God, I
understand well that You demand this spiritual childhood[32]
of me, because You are constantly asking it of me through Your representatives.
At the beginning of my religious life, suffering and adversities frightened and disheartened me. So I prayed continuously, asking Jesus to strengthen me and to grant me the power of His Holy Spirit that I might carry out His holy will in all things, because from the beginning I have been aware of my weakness. I know very well what I am of myself, because for this purpose Jesus has opened the eyes of my soul; I am an abyss of misery, and hence I understand that whatever good there is in my soul consists solely of His holy grace. The knowledge of my own misery allows me, at the same time, to know the immensity of Your mercy. In my own interior life, I am looking with one eye at the abyss of my misery and baseness, and with the other, at the abyss of Your mercy, O God.
At the beginning of my religious life, suffering and adversities frightened and disheartened me. So I prayed continuously, asking Jesus to strengthen me and to grant me the power of His Holy Spirit that I might carry out His holy will in all things, because from the beginning I have been aware of my weakness. I know very well what I am of myself, because for this purpose Jesus has opened the eyes of my soul; I am an abyss of misery, and hence I understand that whatever good there is in my soul consists solely of His holy grace. The knowledge of my own misery allows me, at the same time, to know the immensity of Your mercy. In my own interior life, I am looking with one eye at the abyss of my misery and baseness, and with the other, at the abyss of Your mercy, O God.
148 +A noble and
delicate soul, even the most simple, but one of delicate sensibilities, sees
God in everything, finds Him everywhere, and knows how to find Him in even the
most hidden things. It finds all things important, it highly appreciates all
things, it thanks God for all things, it draws profit for the soul from all
things, and it gives all glory to God. It places its trust in God and is not
confused when the time of ordeals comes. It knows that God is always the best
of Fathers and makes little of human opinion. It follows faithfully the
faintest breath of the Holy Spirit; it rejoices in this Spiritual Guest and
holds onto Him like a child to its mother. Where other souls come to a
standstill and fear, this soul passes on without fear or difficulty.
167 Today [November,
1932], I arrived in Warsaw for the third probation. After a cordial meeting
with the dear Mothers, I went into the small chapel for a moment. Suddenly
God's presence filled my soul, and I heard these words, My daughter, I
desire that your heart be formed after the model of My merciful Heart. You must
be completely imbued with My mercy.
Dear Mother Directress [Margaret]
at once asked me whether I had had a retreat that year, and I said no. "Then you must first have a retreat of at least three days." Thanks be to God there was at Walendows[57] an eight-day retreat in which I could take part. But difficulties arose in regard to my leaving for this retreat. A certain person opposed my going very much, and it already [appeared that] I was not to go. After dinner, I went into the chapel for a five-minute adoration. Suddenly I saw the Lord Jesus, who said to me, My daughter, I am preparing many graces for you, which you will receive during this retreat which you will begin tomorrow. I answered, "Jesus, the retreat has already begun, and I am not supposed to go." And He said to me, Get ready for it, because you will begin the retreat tomorrow. And as for your departure, I will arrange that with the superiors. And in an instant, Jesus disappeared.
I began to wonder how this was going to happen. But after a moment I rejected all such thoughts and devoted the time I had to prayer, begging the Holy Spirit for light to see the whole misery that I am. After a short while, I left the little chapel to go about my duties. Soon Mother General [Michael] called me and said, "Sister, you will go to Walendow today with Mother Valeria so that you can start the retreat tomorrow. Fortunately, Mother Valeria happens to be here and you can go together." Within two hours I was already in Walendow. I reflected for a moment within myself and recognized that only Jesus can arrange things in such a way.
Dear Mother Directress [Margaret]
at once asked me whether I had had a retreat that year, and I said no. "Then you must first have a retreat of at least three days." Thanks be to God there was at Walendows[57] an eight-day retreat in which I could take part. But difficulties arose in regard to my leaving for this retreat. A certain person opposed my going very much, and it already [appeared that] I was not to go. After dinner, I went into the chapel for a five-minute adoration. Suddenly I saw the Lord Jesus, who said to me, My daughter, I am preparing many graces for you, which you will receive during this retreat which you will begin tomorrow. I answered, "Jesus, the retreat has already begun, and I am not supposed to go." And He said to me, Get ready for it, because you will begin the retreat tomorrow. And as for your departure, I will arrange that with the superiors. And in an instant, Jesus disappeared.
I began to wonder how this was going to happen. But after a moment I rejected all such thoughts and devoted the time I had to prayer, begging the Holy Spirit for light to see the whole misery that I am. After a short while, I left the little chapel to go about my duties. Soon Mother General [Michael] called me and said, "Sister, you will go to Walendow today with Mother Valeria so that you can start the retreat tomorrow. Fortunately, Mother Valeria happens to be here and you can go together." Within two hours I was already in Walendow. I reflected for a moment within myself and recognized that only Jesus can arrange things in such a way.
170 The first day of
the retreat. I tried to be the first in the chapel in the morning; before the
meditation I had a bit of time for prayer to the Holy Spirit and to Our Lady. I
earnestly begged the Mother of God to obtain for me the grace of fidelity to
these inner inspirations and of faithfully carrying out God's will, whatever it
might be. I began this retreat with a very special kind of courage.
248 The words of the
Bishop [Rospond[73]], spoken at the ceremony of the taking of perpetual
vows: "Accept this candle as a sign of heavenly light and of burning love."
While giving the ring: "I betroth you to Jesus Christ, the Son of the
Father Most High; may He keep you unblemished. Take this ring as a sign of the
eternal covenant you are making with Christ, the Spouse of Virgins. May it be
for you the ring of faith and the sign of the Holy Spirit, that you may be
called the bride of Christ and, if you serve Him faithfully, be crowned [as
such] for all eternity.
291 On a certain
occasion, I saw a person about to commit a mortal sin. I asked the Lord to send
me the greatest torments so that that soul could be saved. Then I suddenly felt
the terrible pain of a crown of thorns on my head. It lasted for quite a long
time, but that person remained in the Lord's grace. 0 my Jesus, how very easy
it is to become holy; all that is needed is a bit of good will. If Jesus sees
this little bit of good will in the soul, He hurries to give himself to the
soul, and nothing can stop Him, neither shortcomings nor falls-absolutely
nothing. Jesus is anxious to help that soul, and if it is faithful to this
grace from God, it can very soon attain the highest holiness possible for a
creature here on earth. God is very generous and does not deny His grace to
anyone. Indeed He gives more than what we ask of Him. Faithfulness to the
inspirations of the Holy Spirit-that is the shortest route.
356 O Blessed Host,
in whom is contained the testament of God's mercy for us, and especially for
poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained the Body and Blood of the Lord Jesus as proof of infinite mercy for us, and especially for poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained life eternal and of infinite mercy, dispensed in abundance to us and especially to poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained the mercy of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit toward us, and especially toward poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained the infinite price of mercy which will compensate for all our debts, and especially those of poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained the fountain of living water which springs from infinite mercy for us, and especially for poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained the fire of purest love which blazes forth from the bosom of the Eternal Father, as from an abyss of infinite mercy for us, and especially for poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained the medicine for all our infirmities, flowing from infinite mercy, as from a fount, for us and especially for poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained the union between God and us through His infinite mercy for us, and especially for poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom are contained all the sentiments of the most sweet Heart of Jesus toward us, and especially poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in all the sufferings and adversities of life.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in the midst of darkness and of storms within and without.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in life and at the hour of our death.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in the midst of adversities and floods of despair.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in the midst of falsehood and treason.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in the midst of the darkness and godlessness which inundate the earth. O Blessed Host, our only hope in the longing and pain in which no one will understand us.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in the toil and monotony of everyday life.
O Blessed Host, our only hope amid the ruin of our hopes and endeavors.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in the midst of the ravages of the enemy and the efforts of hell.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when the burdens are beyond my strength and I find my efforts are fruitless.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when storms toss my heart about and my fearful spirit tends to despair.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when my heart is about to tremble and mortal sweat moistens my brow.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when everything conspires against me and black despair creeps into my soul.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when my eyes will begin to grow dim to all temporal things and, for the first time, my spirit will behold the unknown worlds.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when my tasks will be beyond my strength and adversity will become my daily lot.
O Blessed Host I trust in You when the practice of virtue will appear difficult for me and my nature will grow rebellious.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when hostile blows will be aimed against me.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when my toils and efforts will be misjudged by others.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when Your judgments will resound over me; it is then that I will trust in the sea of Your mercy.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained the Body and Blood of the Lord Jesus as proof of infinite mercy for us, and especially for poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained life eternal and of infinite mercy, dispensed in abundance to us and especially to poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained the mercy of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit toward us, and especially toward poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained the infinite price of mercy which will compensate for all our debts, and especially those of poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained the fountain of living water which springs from infinite mercy for us, and especially for poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained the fire of purest love which blazes forth from the bosom of the Eternal Father, as from an abyss of infinite mercy for us, and especially for poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained the medicine for all our infirmities, flowing from infinite mercy, as from a fount, for us and especially for poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom is contained the union between God and us through His infinite mercy for us, and especially for poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, in whom are contained all the sentiments of the most sweet Heart of Jesus toward us, and especially poor sinners.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in all the sufferings and adversities of life.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in the midst of darkness and of storms within and without.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in life and at the hour of our death.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in the midst of adversities and floods of despair.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in the midst of falsehood and treason.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in the midst of the darkness and godlessness which inundate the earth. O Blessed Host, our only hope in the longing and pain in which no one will understand us.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in the toil and monotony of everyday life.
O Blessed Host, our only hope amid the ruin of our hopes and endeavors.
O Blessed Host, our only hope in the midst of the ravages of the enemy and the efforts of hell.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when the burdens are beyond my strength and I find my efforts are fruitless.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when storms toss my heart about and my fearful spirit tends to despair.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when my heart is about to tremble and mortal sweat moistens my brow.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when everything conspires against me and black despair creeps into my soul.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when my eyes will begin to grow dim to all temporal things and, for the first time, my spirit will behold the unknown worlds.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when my tasks will be beyond my strength and adversity will become my daily lot.
O Blessed Host I trust in You when the practice of virtue will appear difficult for me and my nature will grow rebellious.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when hostile blows will be aimed against me.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when my toils and efforts will be misjudged by others.
O Blessed Host, I trust in You when Your judgments will resound over me; it is then that I will trust in the sea of Your mercy.
359 January 10, 1935.
+Thursday. In the evening during benediction,[85]
such thoughts as these began to distress me: Is not perhaps all this that I am
saying about God's great mercy just a lie or an illusion...? And I wanted to
think about this for a while, when I heard a strong and clear inner voice
saying, Everything that you
say about My goodness is true; language has no adequate expression to extol My
goodness. These words were so filled with power and so clear
that I would give my life in declaring they came from God. I can tell this by
the profound peace that accompanied them at that time and that still remains
with me. This peace gives me such great strength and power that all
difficulties, adversities, sufferings, and death itself are as nothing. This
light gave me a glimpse of the truth that all my efforts to bring souls to know
the mercy of the Lord are very pleasing to God. And from this springs such
great joy in my soul that I do not know whether it could be any greater in
heaven. Oh, if souls would only be willing to listen, at least a little, to the
voice of conscience and the voicethat is, the inspirations-of the Holy Spirit!
I say "at least a little," because once we open ourselves to the
influence of the Holy Spirit, He himself will fulfill what is lacking in us.
392 The Lord God
grants His graces in two ways: by inspiration and by enlightenment. If we ask
God for a grace, He will give it to us; but let us be willing to accept it. And
in order to accept it, self-denial is needed. Love does not consist in words or
feelings, but in deeds. It is an act of the will; it is a gift; that is to say,
a giving. The reason, the will, the heart-these three faculties must be
exercised during prayer. I will rise from the dead in Jesus, but first I must
live in Him. If I do not separate myself from the Cross, then the Gospel will
be revealed in me. Jesus in me makes up for all my deficiencies. His grace
operates without ceasing. The Holy Trinity grants me Its life abundantly, by
the gift of the Holy Spirit. The Three Divine Persons live in me. When God
loves, He loves with all His Being, with all the power of His Being. If God has
loved me in this way, how should I respond I, His spouse?
451 Once after Holy Communion, I heard these
words: You are Our
dwelling place. At that moment, I felt in my soul the presence
of the Holy Trinity, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. I felt that I was
the temple of God. I felt I was a child of the Father. I cannot explain all
this, but the spirit understands it well. O infinite Goodness, how low You
stoop to Your miserable creature!
472 I knew, more
distinctly than ever before, the Three Divine Persons, the Father, the Son and
the Holy Spirit. But their being, their equality and their majesty are one. My
soul is in communion with these Three; but I do not know how to express this in
words; yet my soul understands it well. Whoever is united to One of the Three
Persons is thereby united to the whole Blessed Trinity, for this Oneness is
indivisible. This vision, or rather, this knowledge filled my soul with
unimaginable happiness, because God is so great. What I am describing I did not
see with my eyes, as on previous occasions, but in a purely interior manner, in
a purely spiritual way, independent of the senses. This continued until the end
of Holy Mass.
This now happens often to me, and not only in the chapel, but also at work and at times when I least expect it.
This now happens often to me, and not only in the chapel, but also at work and at times when I least expect it.
477 Silence is a
sword in the spiritual struggle. A talkative soul will never attain sanctity.
The sword of silence will cut off everything that would like to cling to the
soul. We are sensitive to words and quickly want to answer back, without taking
any regard as to whether it is God's will that we should speak. A silent soul
14 strong; no adversities will harm it if it perseveres in silence. The silent
soul is capable of attaining the closest union with God. It lives almost always
under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit. God works in a silent soul without
hindrance.
478 O my Jesus, You
know, You alone know well that m heart knows no other love but You! All my
virginal love is drowned eternally in You, O Jesus! I sense keenly ho Your
divine Blood is circulating in my heart; I have no the least doubt that Your
most pure love has entered m heart with Your most sacred Blood. I am aware did
You are dwelling in me, together with the Father and the Holy Spirit, or
ratherIam aware that it is I who it living in You, O incomprehensible God! I am
aware that I am dissolving in You like a drop in an ocean. I am aware that You
are within me and all about me, that You are in all things that surround me, in
all that happens to me. O my God, I have come to know You within my heart, and
I have loved You above all things that exist on earth or in heaven. Our hearts
have a mutual understanding, and no one of humankind will comprehend this.
486 Jesus, when You
come to me in Holy Communion, You who together with the Father and the Holy
Spirit have deigned to dwell in the little heaven of my heart, I try to keep
You company throughout the day, I do not leave You alone for even a moment.
Although I am in the company of other people or with our wards, my heart is
always united to Him. When I am asleep I offer Him every beat of my heart; when
I awaken I immerse myself in Him without saying a word. When I awaken I adore
the Holy Trinity for a short while and thank God for having deigned to give me
yet another day, that the mystery of the incarnation of His Son may once more
be repeated in me, and that once again His sorrowful Passion may unfold before
my eyes. I then try to make it easier for Jesus to pass through me to other
souls. I go everywhere with Jesus; His presence accompanies me everywhere.
501 Oh, how great is
Your beauty, Jesus my Spouse! Living Flower enclosing life-giving dew for a
thirsting soul! My soul is drowned in You. You alone are the object of my
desires and strivings. Unite me as closely as possible to Yourself, to the
Father and to the Holy Spirit. Let me live and die in You.
525 O Holy Trinity,
in whom is contained the inner life of God, the Father, the Son, and the Holy
Spirit, eternal joy, inconceivable depth of love, poured out upon all creatures
and constituting their happiness, honor and glory be to Your holy name forever
and ever. Amen.
When I consider Your greatness and beauty, O my God, I rejoice exceedingly that the Lord I serve is so great. With love and joy I carry out His will, and the more I come to know Him, the more I desire to love Him. I burn with the desire to love Him ever more and more.
When I consider Your greatness and beauty, O my God, I rejoice exceedingly that the Lord I serve is so great. With love and joy I carry out His will, and the more I come to know Him, the more I desire to love Him. I burn with the desire to love Him ever more and more.
552 In addition to
the vows, I see one rule as most important. Although all the rules are
important, I put this one in first place, and it is silence. Truly, if this
rule were to be observed strictly, I would not worry about the others. Women
are very fond of talking, but the Holy Spirit does not speak to a soul that is
distracted and garrulous. He speaks by His quiet inspirations to a soul that is
recollected, to a soul that knows how to keep silence. If silence were strictly
observed, there would not be any grumbling, bitterness, slandering, or gossip,
and charity would not be tarnished. In a word, many wrongs would not be done.
Silent lips are pure gold and bear witness to holiness within.
647 From this, I came
to understand one thing: that I must pray much for each of my confessors, that
he might obtain the light of the Holy Spirit, for when I approach the
confessional without first praying, fervently, the confessor does not
understand me very well. Father encouraged me to pray fervently for these
intentions, that God would give better knowledge and understanding of the
things He is asking of me. "Make novena after novena, Sister, and God will
not refuse the graces."
June, 1936.
Conversation with Father A. [Andrasz]
658 "Know that these are hard and difficult things. Your principal spiritual director is the Holy Spirit. We can only give direction to these inspirations, but your real director is the Holy Spirit. If you yourself have decided to leave, Sister, I neither prohibit nor order you to do so. You take the responsibility for yourself. I say this to you, Sister: you can begin to take action. You are capable of doing so, and therefore you can do so. These things are indeed probable; all you have told me up to now [before perpetual vows in Cracow in 1933] speaks in favor of taking action. Still, you have to be very careful in all this. Pray much and ask that I be given light."
658 "Know that these are hard and difficult things. Your principal spiritual director is the Holy Spirit. We can only give direction to these inspirations, but your real director is the Holy Spirit. If you yourself have decided to leave, Sister, I neither prohibit nor order you to do so. You take the responsibility for yourself. I say this to you, Sister: you can begin to take action. You are capable of doing so, and therefore you can do so. These things are indeed probable; all you have told me up to now [before perpetual vows in Cracow in 1933] speaks in favor of taking action. Still, you have to be very careful in all this. Pray much and ask that I be given light."
734 I see that Jesus
himself is acting in my soul during this retreat. And as for me, I try only to
be faithful to His grace. I have submitted my soul completely to the influence
of God. This Mighty Ruler of Heaven has taken entire possession of my soul. I
feel that I am being lifted up above earth and heaven into the inner life of
God, where I come to know the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, but always
in the unity of majesty.
777 November 27, [1936].
Today I was in heaven, in spirit, and I saw its inconceivable beauties and the
happiness that awaits us after death. I saw how all creatures give ceaseless
praise and glory to God. I saw how great is happiness in God, which spreads to
all creatures, making them happy; and then all the glory and praise which
springs from this happiness returns to its source; and they enter into the
depths of God, contemplating the inner life of God, the Father, the Son, and
the Holy Spirit, whom they will never comprehend or fathom.
This source of happiness is unchanging in its essence, but it is always new, gushing forth happiness for all creatures. Now I understand Saint Paul, who said, "Eye has not seen, nor has ear heard, nor has it entered into the heart of man what God has prepared for those who love Him."
This source of happiness is unchanging in its essence, but it is always new, gushing forth happiness for all creatures. Now I understand Saint Paul, who said, "Eye has not seen, nor has ear heard, nor has it entered into the heart of man what God has prepared for those who love Him."
1073 April 4, 1937.
Low Sunday; that is, the Feast of Mercy. In the morning, after Holy Communion,
my soul was immersed in the Godhead. I was united to the Three Divine Persons
in such a way that when I was united to Jesus, I was simultaneously united to
the Father and to the Holy Spirit. My soul was flooded with joy beyond
understanding, and the Lord gave me to experience the whole ocean and abyss of
His fathomless mercy. Oh, if only souls would want to understand how much God
loves them! All comparisons, even if they were the most tender and the most
vehement, are but a mere shadow when set against the reality.
When I was united to the Lord, I came to know how many souls are glorifying God's mercy.
When I was united to the Lord, I came to know how many souls are glorifying God's mercy.
1090 And this
happened on the last day of my novena to the Holy Spirit. After this return to
health, I found myself united with the Lord Jesus in a purely spiritual way.
Jesus gave me strong assurances; that is, He confirmed me in respect to His
demands. I remained close to the Lord Jesus all that day and talked with Him
about the details concerning that congregation.
Jesus infused my soul with power and courage to act. Now I understand that if the Lord demands something of a soul, He gives it the means to carry it out, and through grace He makes it capable of doing this. So, even if the soul be utterly miserable, at the Lord's command it can undertake things beyond its expectation, because this is the sign by which it can be known that the Lord is with that soul: if God's power and strength, which make the soul courageous and valiant, is manifest within it. As for myself, I am always at first a bit frightened at the Lord's greatness, but afterwards my soul is filled with profound peace which nothing can disturb, as well as an inner strength to do what the Lord is demanding at that particular moment....
Jesus infused my soul with power and courage to act. Now I understand that if the Lord demands something of a soul, He gives it the means to carry it out, and through grace He makes it capable of doing this. So, even if the soul be utterly miserable, at the Lord's command it can undertake things beyond its expectation, because this is the sign by which it can be known that the Lord is with that soul: if God's power and strength, which make the soul courageous and valiant, is manifest within it. As for myself, I am always at first a bit frightened at the Lord's greatness, but afterwards my soul is filled with profound peace which nothing can disturb, as well as an inner strength to do what the Lord is demanding at that particular moment....
1106 + Virtue without
prudence is not virtue at all. We should often pray to the Holy Spirit for this
grace of prudence. Prudence consists in discretion, rational reflection and
courageous resolution. The final decision is always up to us. We must decide;
we can and we ought to seek advice and light...
1174 July 4, 1937.
First Sunday of the month.
Monthly retreat.
This evening, I prepared with great care and prayed long to the Holy Spirit that He might deign to grant me His light and take me under His special guidance; [I prayed] also to Our Lady, to my Guardian Angel, and to our patron saints. [200]
Monthly retreat.
This evening, I prepared with great care and prayed long to the Holy Spirit that He might deign to grant me His light and take me under His special guidance; [I prayed] also to Our Lady, to my Guardian Angel, and to our patron saints. [200]
1286 + Thank You, O God, for all the
graces
Which unceasingly You lavish upon me,
Graces which enlighten me with the brilliance of the sun,
For by them You show me the sure way.
Thank You, 0 Lord, for creating me,
For calling me into being from nothingness,
For imprinting Your divinity on my soul,
The work of sheer merciful love.
Thank You, O God, for Holy Baptism
Which engrafted me into Your family,
A gift great beyond all thought or expression
Which transforms my soul.
Thank You, O Lord, for Holy Confession,
For that inexhaustible spring of great mercy,
For that inconceivable fountain of graces
In which sin-tainted souls become purified.
Thank You, O Jesus, for Holy Communion
In which You give us Yourself.
I feel Your Heart beating within my breast
As You cause Your divine life to unfold within me.
Thank You, O Holy Spirit, for the Sacrament of Confirmation,
Which dubs me Your knight
And gives strength to my soul at each moment,
Protecting me from evil.
Thank You, O God, for the grace of a vocation.
For being called to serve You alone,
Leading me to make You my sole love,
An unequal honor for my soul.
Thank You, O Lord, for perpetual vows,
For that union of pure love,
For having deigned to unite Your pure heart with mine
And uniting my heart to Yours in the purest of bonds.
Thank You, O Lord, for the Sacrament of Anointing
Which, in my final moments, will give me strength;
My help in battle, my guide to salvation,
Fortifying my soul till we rejoice forever.
Thank You, O God, for all the inspirations
That Your goodness lavishes upon me,
For the interior lights given my soul,
Which the heart senses, but words cannot express.
Thank You, O Holy Trinity, for the vastness of the graces
Which You have lavished on me unceasingly through life.
My gratitude will intensify as the eternal dawn rises,
When, for the first time, I sing to Your glory.
Which unceasingly You lavish upon me,
Graces which enlighten me with the brilliance of the sun,
For by them You show me the sure way.
Thank You, 0 Lord, for creating me,
For calling me into being from nothingness,
For imprinting Your divinity on my soul,
The work of sheer merciful love.
Thank You, O God, for Holy Baptism
Which engrafted me into Your family,
A gift great beyond all thought or expression
Which transforms my soul.
Thank You, O Lord, for Holy Confession,
For that inexhaustible spring of great mercy,
For that inconceivable fountain of graces
In which sin-tainted souls become purified.
Thank You, O Jesus, for Holy Communion
In which You give us Yourself.
I feel Your Heart beating within my breast
As You cause Your divine life to unfold within me.
Thank You, O Holy Spirit, for the Sacrament of Confirmation,
Which dubs me Your knight
And gives strength to my soul at each moment,
Protecting me from evil.
Thank You, O God, for the grace of a vocation.
For being called to serve You alone,
Leading me to make You my sole love,
An unequal honor for my soul.
Thank You, O Lord, for perpetual vows,
For that union of pure love,
For having deigned to unite Your pure heart with mine
And uniting my heart to Yours in the purest of bonds.
Thank You, O Lord, for the Sacrament of Anointing
Which, in my final moments, will give me strength;
My help in battle, my guide to salvation,
Fortifying my soul till we rejoice forever.
Thank You, O God, for all the inspirations
That Your goodness lavishes upon me,
For the interior lights given my soul,
Which the heart senses, but words cannot express.
Thank You, O Holy Trinity, for the vastness of the graces
Which You have lavished on me unceasingly through life.
My gratitude will intensify as the eternal dawn rises,
When, for the first time, I sing to Your glory.
1504 + Lord, You know
that since my youth I have always sought Your will and, recognizing it, have
always tried to carry it out. My heart has been accustomed to the inspirations
of the Holy Spirit, to whom I am faithful. In the midst of the greatest din I
have heard the voice of God. I always know what is going on in my interior...
1556 When I had gone
to the chapel for a moment, the Lord gave me to know that, among His chosen
ones, there are some who are especially chosen, and whom He calls to a higher form
of holiness, to exceptional union with Him. These are seraphic souls, from whom
God demands greater love than He does from others. Although all live in the
same convent, yet He sometimes demands of a particular soul a greater degree of
love. Such a soul understands this call, because God makes this known to it
interiorly, but the soul may either follow this call or not. It depends on the
soul itself whether it is faithful to these touches of the Holy Spirit, or
whether it resists them. I have learned that there is a place in purgatory
where souls will pay their debt to God for such transgressions; this kind of torment
is the most difficult of all. The soul which is specially marked by God will be
distinguished everywhere, whether in heaven or in purgatory or in hell. In
heaven, it will be distinguished from other souls by greater glory and radiance
and deeper knowledge of God. In purgatory, by greater pain, because it knows
God more profoundly and desires Him more vehemently. In hell, it will suffer
more profoundly than other souls, because it knows more fully whom it has lost.
This indelible mark of God's exclusive love, in the [soul], will not be obliterated.
1557 O Jesus, keep me in holy fear,
so that I may not waste graces. Help me to be faithful to the inspirations of
the Holy Spirit. Grant that my heart may burst for love of You, rather than I
should neglect even one act of love for You.
1567 As I
took the pen in hand, I addressed a short prayer to the Holy Spirit and said,
"Jesus, bless this pen so that everything You order me to write may be for
the glory of God." Then I heard a voice: Yes, I bless [it], because this writing bears the seal
of obedience to your superior and confessor, and by that very fact I am already
given glory, and many souls will be drawing profit from it. My daughter, I
demand that you devote all your free moments to writing about My goodness and
mercy. It is your office and your assignment throughout your life to continue
to make known to souls the great mercy I have for them and to exhort them to
trust in My bottomless mercy.
1670 + Easter [April
17, 1938]. During Mass, I thanked the Lord Jesus for having deigned to redeem
us and for having given us that greatest of all gifts; namely, His love in Holy
Communion; that is, His very own Self. At that moment, I was drawn into the
bosom of the Most Holy Trinity, and I was immersed in the love of the Father,
the Son and the Holy Spirit. These moments are hard to describe.
1828 16. + Today, the
Majesty of God is surrounding me. There is no way that I can help myself to
prepare better. I am thoroughly enwrapped in God. My soul is being inflamed by His
love. I only know that I love and am loved. That is enough for me. I am trying
my best to be faithful throughout the day to the Holy Spirit and to fulfill His
demands. I am trying my best for interior silence in order to be able to hear
His voice...
(Diary of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-I-56, 148, 167, 170, 248,
291, 356, 359)
(Diary of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-I-392, 451, 472, 477-478,
486, 501 )
(Diary of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-II-525-526, 552, 647, 658,
734, 777 )
(Diary of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-III-1073, 1090, 1106, 1174)
(Diary of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-IV-1286)
(Diary of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-V-1504, 1556-1557, 1567)
(Diary of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-VI-1670)
(Preperation for Holy Communion-1828)
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