Christ’s Kingdom: The Path to Joy
July 30, 2017. Seventeenth Sunday in
Ordinary Time
Father Walter Schu, LC
Matthew 13: 44-52
"The kingdom of
heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which someone found and hid; then in
his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field. Again, the
kingdom of heaven is like a merchant in search of fine pearls; on finding one
pearl of great value, he went and sold all that he had and bought it. Again,
the kingdom of heaven is like a net that was thrown into the sea and caught
fish of every kind; when it was full, they drew it ashore, sat down, and put
the good into baskets but threw out the bad. So it will be at the end of the
age. The angels will come out and separate the evil from the righteous and throw
them into the furnace of fire, where there will be weeping and gnashing of
teeth. Have you understood all this?" They answered, "Yes." And
he said to them, "Therefore every scribe who has been trained for the
kingdom of heaven is like the master of a household who brings out of his
treasure what is new and what is old."
Introductory Prayer: Lord, I come into Your
presence seeking to know You better. I believe that You take the lead in
seeking me. You want me to find You. I trust that in Your mercy You will bring
me to intimacy with You. I open my heart today to receive Your friendship.
Petition: Lord, help me to
strive for the Kingdom of heaven for myself and others.
1. The Treasure of the
Kingdom: “From the fullness of the heart the mouth speaks” (Luke 6:45). Christ’s
heart overflows with zeal for the Kingdom of heaven. He longs for everyone who
hears him to fall in love with that Kingdom. “His descriptions of the Kingdom
flow from his lips like water over a waterfall — his vision is so rich and
vibrant that language itself can barely contain it” (Fr. John Bartunek, LC, The
Better Part , 184). At times we stumble upon the Kingdom of heaven almost by
accident, like the treasure in the field. But we know that treasure is worth
more than all the earthly fields we can ever hope to possess. Other times we
make a long and diligent search before encountering the Kingdom, like the pearl
of great price. Its beauty captivates our hearts.
2. The Joy of the
Kingdom: Though the Kingdom of heaven sparkles like a many-faceted gem, one
feature always shines forth: Discovering it fills the heart with joy. Have we
ever caught a glimpse of the Kingdom? It is there in the ardent vigor of
thousands of young people acclaiming Pope Benedict at World Youth Day. It is
there in the reverent silence of a lone adorer in a Eucharistic chapel. It is
there in the enduring strength of present-day mothers such as Saint Gianna
Beretta Molla, who give up their lives for their unborn children. The Kingdom
of heaven is worth everything and demands everything. Have we sold all we
possess in order to attain it? What still holds us back? What earthly plots do
we still cling to, fearing to sell them for a treasure beyond what we dare hope
for?
3. “Weeping and
Gnashing of Teeth” The Kingdom of heaven is also like a net thrown into the sea. Not all
that the net collects is worth keeping. What a sudden contrast to the joy of
the Kingdom that pervades the first two images! Why does Christ include this
third and final description of the Kingdom? The net. He knows how easy it is
for us to forget the most important truths of our lives: the reality of the
last judgment, for which we should be preparing at every moment. Christ knows
that the stakes are high, and we need to be reminded of them in order to have
the courage to sell everything to reach the Kingdom. “The teaching of the
Church affirms the existence of hell and its eternity” (Catechism of the
Catholic Church, 1035). Let us continue to pray and sacrifice, so that one day
we and all the souls entrusted to us will arrive to the eternal joys of the
Kingdom of heaven.
Conversation with Christ: Lord, I want to be generous and give up everything for the sake of Your Kingdom in my life and in the lives of those souls entrusted to me. You know that I cannot do so on my own. Help me with Your grace to be generous.
Conversation with Christ: Lord, I want to be generous and give up everything for the sake of Your Kingdom in my life and in the lives of those souls entrusted to me. You know that I cannot do so on my own. Help me with Your grace to be generous.
Resolution: I will be open to
the inspirations of the Holy Spirit in responding to the opportunities to bring
someone closer to Christ’s Kingdom today.
Excerpts from the DIARY of Saint Faustina Kowalska
304 +O my Jesus, my only hope, thank You for the book which
You have opened before my soul's eyes. That book is Your Passion which You
underwent for love of me. It is from this book that I have learned how to love
God and souls. In this book there are found for us inexhaustible treasures. O
Jesus, how few souls understand You in Your martyrdom of love! Oh, how great is
the fire of purest love which burns in Your Most Sacred Heart! Happy the soul
that has come to understand the love of the Heart of Jesus!
338 When I started to look deep within myself, I did not
find any attachment to anything, but as in all things that concern me, so also
in this matter, I was afraid and distrustful of myself. Tired out by this
detailed selfexamination, I went before the Blessed Sacrament and asked Jesus
with all my heart, "Jesus, my Spouse, Treasure of my heart, You know that
I know You alone and that I have no other love but You; but, Jesus, if I were
about to become attached to anything that is not You, I beg and entreat You,
Jesus, by the power of Your mercy, let instant death descend upon me, for I
prefer to die a thousand times than to be unfaithful to You once in even the
smallest thing."
342 Suffering is the greatest treasure on earth; it purifies
the soul. In suffering, we learn who our true friend is.
343 True love is measured by the thermometer of suffering.
Jesus, I thank You for the little daily crosses, for opposition to my
endeavors, for the hardships of communal life, for the misinterpretation of my
intentions, for humiliations at the hands of others, for the harsh way in which
we are treated, for false suspicions, for poor health and loss of strength, for
self-denial, for dying to myself, for lack of recognition in everything, for
the upsetting of all my plans.
Thank You, Jesus, for interior sufferings, for dryness of spirit, for terrors, fears and incertitudes, for the darkness and the deep interior night, for temptations and various ordeals, for torments too difficult to describe, especially for those which no one will understand, for the hour of death with its fierce struggle and all its bitterness.
I thank You, Jesus, You who first drank the cup of bitterness before You gave it to me, in a much milder form. I put my lips to this cup of Your holy will. Let all be done according to Your good pleasure; let that which Your wisdom ordained before the ages be done to me. I want to drink the cup to its last drop, and not seek to know the reason why. In bitterness is my joy, in hopelessness is my trust. In You, O Lord, all is good, all is a gift of Your paternal Heart. I do not prefer consolations over bitterness or bitterness over consolations, but thank You, O Jesus, for everything! It is my delight to fix my gaze upon You, O incomprehensible God! My spirit abides in these mysterious dwelling places, and there I am at home. I know very well the dwelling place of my Spouse. I feel there is not a single drop of blood in me that does not burn with love for You.
O Uncreated Beauty, whoever comes to know You once cannot love anything else. I can feel the bottomless abyss of my soul, and nothing will fill it but God himself. I feel that I am drowned in Him like a single grain of sand in a bottomless ocean.
Thank You, Jesus, for interior sufferings, for dryness of spirit, for terrors, fears and incertitudes, for the darkness and the deep interior night, for temptations and various ordeals, for torments too difficult to describe, especially for those which no one will understand, for the hour of death with its fierce struggle and all its bitterness.
I thank You, Jesus, You who first drank the cup of bitterness before You gave it to me, in a much milder form. I put my lips to this cup of Your holy will. Let all be done according to Your good pleasure; let that which Your wisdom ordained before the ages be done to me. I want to drink the cup to its last drop, and not seek to know the reason why. In bitterness is my joy, in hopelessness is my trust. In You, O Lord, all is good, all is a gift of Your paternal Heart. I do not prefer consolations over bitterness or bitterness over consolations, but thank You, O Jesus, for everything! It is my delight to fix my gaze upon You, O incomprehensible God! My spirit abides in these mysterious dwelling places, and there I am at home. I know very well the dwelling place of my Spouse. I feel there is not a single drop of blood in me that does not burn with love for You.
O Uncreated Beauty, whoever comes to know You once cannot love anything else. I can feel the bottomless abyss of my soul, and nothing will fill it but God himself. I feel that I am drowned in Him like a single grain of sand in a bottomless ocean.
415 Saturday. During Vespers I saw the Lord Jesus radiant as
the sun, in a bright garment, and He said to me, May your heart be joyful. And
great joy flooded me, and I was penetrated with God's presence, which for the
soul is a treasure beyond words.
454 Once, the Lord said to me, My daughter, take the
graces that others spurn; take as many as you can carry. At that moment, my
soul was inundated with the love of God. I feel that I am united with the Lord
so closely that I cannot find words to express that union; in this state I
suddenly feel that all the things God has, all the goods and treasures, are
mine, although I set little store by them, for He alone is enough for me. In
Him I see my everything; without Him-nothing.
I look for no happiness beyond my own interior where God dwells. I rejoice that God dwells within me; here I abide with Him unendingly; it is here that my greatest intimacy with Him exists; here I dwell with Him in safety; here is a place not probed by the human eye. The Blessed Virgin encourages me to commune with God in this way.
I look for no happiness beyond my own interior where God dwells. I rejoice that God dwells within me; here I abide with Him unendingly; it is here that my greatest intimacy with Him exists; here I dwell with Him in safety; here is a place not probed by the human eye. The Blessed Virgin encourages me to commune with God in this way.
608 February 2, [1936]. In the morning, when the bell awoke
me, I was so overcome by drowsiness which I could not shake off that I jumped
into cold water, and after two minutes the sleepiness left me. When I came to
meditation a host of absurd thoughts swarmed into my head, so much so that I
had to struggle throughout the whole meditation. It was the same during prayer
time, but when Mass began, a strange silence and joy filled my heart. Just
then, I saw Our Lady with the Infant Jesus, and the Holy Old Man [St. Joseph]
standing behind them. The most holy Mother said to me, Take My Dearest
Treasure, and She handed me the Infant Jesus. When I took the Infant Jesus
in my arms, the Mother of God and Saint Joseph disappeared. I was left alone
with the Infant Jesus.
649 Mass of the Resurrection. [April 12, 1936]. When I
entered the chapel, my spirit was immersed in God, its only treasure. His
presence flooded me.
763 November 22, [1936]. Today during confession, the Lord
Jesus spoke to me through the lips of a certain priest. This priest did not
know my soul, and I only accused myself of my sins; yet he spoke these words to
me: "Accomplish faithfully everything that Jesus asks of you, despite the
difficulties. Know that, although people may be angry with you, Jesus is not angry
and never will be angry with you. Pay no attention to human opinion." This
instruction surprised me at first; but I understood that the Lord was speaking
through him without his realizing it. O holy mystery, what great treasures are
contained in you! O holy faith, you are my guidepost!
781 O Love, O queen! Love knows no fear. It passes through
all the choirs of angels that stand on guard before His throne. It will fear no
one. It reaches God and is immersed in Him as in its sole treasure. The Cherubim
who guards paradise with flaming sword, has no power over it. O pure love of
God, how great and unequalled you are! Oh, if souls only knew your power!
801 Today, I still managed to pay a short visit to the Lord
[in the Eucharist] before going to bed. My spirit was immersed in Him as in its
only treasure. My heart rested a while near the Heart of my Spouse. I received
light as to how I should behave toward those around me, and then I returned to
my solitude. The doctor is taking good care of me; all those around me are very
kind to me.
826 This morning I had an adventure. My watch had stopped,
and I did not know when to get up, and I thought of what a misfortune it would
be to miss Holy Communion. It was still dark, so I had no way of knowing
whether it was time to get up. I dressed, made my meditation and went to the
chapel, but everything was still locked, and silence reigned everywhere. I
steeped myself in prayer, especially for the sick. I now see how much the sick
have need of prayer. Finally, the chapel was opened. I found it difficult to
pray because I was already feeling very exhausted, and immediately after Holy
Communion I returned to my room. Then I saw the Lord, who said to me, Know,
My daughter, that the ardor of your heart is pleasing to Me. And just as you
desire ardently to become united with Me in Holy Communion, so too do I desire
to give Myself wholly to you; and as a reward for your zeal, rest on My Heart.
At that moment, my spirit was immersed in His Being, like a drop in a
bottomless ocean. I drowned myself in Him as in my sole treasure. Thus I came
to recognize that the Lord allows certain difficulties for His greater glory.
843 December 24, [1936]. During Holy Mass today, I was
united in a particular way with God and His Immaculate Mother. The humility and
love of the Immaculate Virgin penetrated my soul. The more I imitate the Mother
of God, the more deeply I get to know God. Oh, what infinite longing envelops
my soul! Jesus, how can You still leave me in this exile? I am dying of longing
for You. Every touch of my soul by You wounds me immensely. Love and suffering
go together; yet I would not exchange this pain caused by You for any treasure,
because it is the pain of incomprehensible delights, and these wounds of the
soul are inflicted by a loving hand.
846 December 25, [1936]. Midnight Mass. During Mass, God's
presence pierced me through and through. A moment before the Elevation I saw
the Mother of God and the Infant Jesus and the good Old Man [St. Joseph]. The
Most Holy Mother spoke these words to me: My daughter, Faustina, take this
most precious Treasure, and she gave me the Infant Jesus. When I took Jesus
in my arms, my soul felt such unspeakable joy that I am unable to describe it.
But, strange thing, after a short while Jesus became awful, horrible-looking,
grown up and suffering; and then the vision vanished, and soon it was time to
go to Holy Communion. When I received the Lord Jesus in Holy Communion, my soul
trembled under the influence of God's presence. The next day, I saw the Divine
Infant for a brief moment during the Elevation.
928 Then suddenly I saw the Lord, who clasped me to His
Heart and said to me, My daughter, do not weep, for I cannot bear your
tears. I will grant you everything you ask for, but stop crying. And I was
filled with great joy, and my spirit, as usual, was drowned in Him as in its
only treasure. Today, encouraged by His kindness, I conversed with Jesus at
greater length.
957 The pure offering of my will will burn on the altar of
love. That my sacrifice may be perfect, I unite myself closely with the
sacrifice of Jesus on the cross. When great sufferings will cause my nature to
tremble, and my physical and spiritual strength will diminish, then will I hide
myself deep in the open wound of the Heart of Jesus, silent as a dove, without
complaint. Let all my desires, even the holiest, noblest and most beautiful,
take always the last place and Your holy will, the very first. The least of
Your desires, O Lord, is more precious to me than heaven, with all its
treasures. I know very well that people will not understand me; that is why my
sacrifice will be purer in Your eyes.
969 +Today, I went to meditate before the Blessed Sacrament
[in the sanatorium chapel]. When I approached the altar, God's presence pervaded
my soul, I was plunged into the ocean of His divinity, and Jesus said to me, My
daughter, all that exists is yours. I answered the Lord, "My heart
wants nothing but You alone, O Treasure of my heart. For all the gifts You give
me, thank you, O Lord, but I desire only Your Heart. Though the heavens are
immense, they are nothing to me without You. You know very well, O Jesus, that
I am constantly swooning because of my longing for You." Know this, My
daughter, that you are already tasting now what other souls will obtain only in
eternity.
1021 + I have such a strong desire to hide myself that I
would like to live as though I did not exist. I feel a strange inner urge to
hide myself as deeply as possible so as to be known only to the Heart of Jesus.
I want to be a quiet little dwelling place for Jesus to rest in. I shall admit
nothing that might awaken my Beloved. My concealment gives me a chance to
commune constantly and exclusively with my Bridegroom. I commune with creatures
in so far as it is pleasing to Him. My heart has come to love the Lord with the
full force of love, and I know no other love, because it is from the beginning
that my soul has sunk deeply in the Lord as in its only treasure.
1064 + O my most sweet Master, good Jesus, I give You my
heart. You shape and mold it after Your liking. O fathomless love, I open the
calyx of my heart to You, like a rosebud to the freshness of dew. To You alone,
my Betrothed, is known the fragrance of the flower of my heart. Let the
fragrance of my sacrifice be pleasing to You. O Immortal God, my everlasting
delight, already here on earth You are my heaven. May every beat of my heart be
a new hymn of praise to You, O Holy Trinity! Had I as many hearts as there are
drops of water in the ocean or grains of sand in the whole world, I would offer
them all to You, O my Love, O Treasure of my heart! Whomever I shall meet in my
life, no matter who they may be, I want to draw them all to love You, O my
Jesus, my Beauty, my Repose, my sole Master, Judge, Savior and Spouse, all in
one; I know that one title will modify the other-I have entrusted everything to
Your mercy.
1122 God of great mercy, who deigned to send us Your only
begotten Son as the greatest proof of Your fathomless love and mercy, You do
not reject sinners; but in Your boundless mercy You have opened for them also
Your treasures, treasures from which they can draw abundantly, not only
justification, but also all the sanctity that a soul can attain. Father of
great mercy, I desire that all hearts turn with confidence to Your infinite
mercy. No one will be justified before You if he is not accompanied by Your
unfathomable mercy. When You reveal the mystery of Your mercy to us, there will
not be enough of eternity to properly thank You for it.
1385 November 19. After Communion today, Jesus told me how
much He desires to come to human hearts. I desire to unite Myself with human
souls; My great delight is to unite Myself with souls. Know, My daughter, that
when I come to a human heart in Holy Communion, My hands are full of all kinds
of graces which I want to give to the soul. But souls do not even pay any
attention to Me; they leave Me to Myself and busy themselves with other things.
Oh, how sad I am that souls do not recognize Love! They treat Me as a dead object.
I answered Jesus, "O Treasure of my heart, the only object of my love and
entire delight of my soul, I want to adore You in my heart as You are adored on
the throne of Your eternal glory. My love wants to make up to You at least in
part for the coldness of so great a number of souls. Jesus, behold my heart
which is for You a dwelling place to which no one else has entry. You alone
repose in it as in a beautiful garden.
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-I-304, 338, 342-343, 415, 454)
(Diary of
Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-II-608, 649, 763, 781, 801, 826)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-II-843, 846, 928, 957, 969
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-III-1021, 1064, 1122)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-V-1385)
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