Learning to Follow Directions
July 15, 2018. Fifteenth
Sunday in Ordinary Time
Mark 6:7-13
Jesus summoned the
Twelve and began to send them out two by two and gave them authority over
unclean spirits. He instructed them to take nothing for the journey but a
walking stick-- no food, no sack, no money in their belts. They were, however,
to wear sandals but not a second tunic. He said to them, "Wherever you
enter a house, stay there until you leave from there. Whatever place does not
welcome you or listen to you, leave there and shake the dust off your feet in
testimony against them." So they went off and preached repentance. The
Twelve drove out many demons, and they anointed with oil many who were sick and
cured them.
Introductory
Prayer: Lord Jesus, I believe
in you, and I believe that I must follow your will in all that I do. I hope in
you, and I place my hope in what you have planned for me today. Teach me not to
place my hope in created things, but only in your will. Lord, I love you, and I
desire to love your will with greater fervor. Open my heart to respond to your
will with generosity and joy.
Petition:
Lord, help me to transmit your message through my words and actions.
1.
Two By Two: Our Lord didn’t send the apostles out in their
mission as isolated individuals, but in pairs. Jesus wanted them to realize
that alone they would not be strong enough. Alone they would be vulnerable to
attacks. Alone they might succumb to temptation and discouragement. Jesus’
disciples were not alone as they labored to carry out their mission, and
neither are we. The mission we have of following Jesus may be difficult at
times, but Jesus knows this. He places people in our path to help and support
us. We must realize that we need the help of others and that others also need
our help. We are not alone!
2.
Take Nothing: Jesus wanted his apostles to realize that he is in
charge of the mission. Jesus tells them to leave at home what we would consider
basic items necessary for any trip. This was a radical lesson for the apostles,
as it is for us. Jesus doesn’t want us to rely on our personal efforts, the
advanced technology of the day, or any other methods or elements that we can
invent for our security or success. He is the origin of any success in our
lives, and he alone gives true security. Jesus tells the apostles to take
nothing on their journey, except him.
3.
They Went Off: The apostles then went to preach repentance and cure
the sick. They trusted in Jesus and in the mission he had entrusted to them. As
they began to work, they saw that their efforts were bearing fruit. The people
they encountered were responsive. They could see that they were changing lives.
In our own lives we don’t often encounter receptive crowds, open and eager to
hear about Christ and prepared to amend their lives and start off on a new
path. We often find hostility and opposition. In either situation — success or
failure — as we try to build Christ’s Kingdom, we must trust in him and
remember that we are called to be faithful, not necessarily successful from a human
standpoint.
Conversation
with Christ: Lord Jesus, you’ve given me a mission to spread your
Gospel among my family members, friends and coworkers — everyone I encounter.
Help me to be faithful to this mission and to undertake it in the way you wish,
not the way it most pleases me.
Resolution:
I will fulfill my prayer commitments today with generosity and fidelity.
Excerpts from the
DIARY of Saint Faustina Kowalska
248 The words of the Bishop [Rospond[73]],
spoken at the ceremony of the taking of perpetual vows: "Accept this
candle as a sign of heavenly light and of burning love." While giving the
ring: "I betroth you to Jesus Christ, the Son of the Father Most High; may
He keep you unblemished. Take this ring as a sign of the eternal covenant you
are making with Christ, the Spouse of Virgins. May it be for you the ring of
faith and the sign of the Holy Spirit, that you may be called the bride of
Christ and, if you serve Him faithfully, be crowned [as such] for all eternity.
375
Particular interior practice; that is, the examination of conscience.
Self-denial, denial of my own will.
I. The denial of my reason. Subjecting it to the reason of those who represent God to me here on earth.
II. The denial of my will. Doing the will of God, which is revealed in the will of those who represent God to me and which is contained in the rule of our order.
III. The denial of my judgment. Accepting immediately and without reflection, analysis or reasoning all orders given by those who represent God to me.
IV. The denial of my tongue. I will not give it the least bit of freedom; but in one case only I will give it complete freedom; that is, in proclaiming the glory of God. Whenever I receive Holy Communion, I will ask Jesus to fortify and cleanse my tongue that I may not injure my neighbor with it. That is why I have the greatest respect for the rule which speaks about silence.
I. The denial of my reason. Subjecting it to the reason of those who represent God to me here on earth.
II. The denial of my will. Doing the will of God, which is revealed in the will of those who represent God to me and which is contained in the rule of our order.
III. The denial of my judgment. Accepting immediately and without reflection, analysis or reasoning all orders given by those who represent God to me.
IV. The denial of my tongue. I will not give it the least bit of freedom; but in one case only I will give it complete freedom; that is, in proclaiming the glory of God. Whenever I receive Holy Communion, I will ask Jesus to fortify and cleanse my tongue that I may not injure my neighbor with it. That is why I have the greatest respect for the rule which speaks about silence.
376 My
Jesus, I trust that Your grace will help me to carry out these resolutions.
Although the above points are contained in the vow of obedience, I want to
practice these things in a special way, because this is the essence of the
religious life. Merciful Jesus, I beg You fervently to enlighten my mind so
that I may come to know You better, You who are the Infinite Being, and that I
may get to know myself better, who am nothingness itself.
378 Once
as I was talking with my spiritual director, I had an interior vision-quicker
than lightning-of his soul in great suffering, in such agony that God touches
very few souls with such fire. The suffering arises from this work. There will
come a time when this work, which God is demanding so very much, will be as
though utterly undone. And then God will act with great power, which will give
evidence of its authenticity. It will be a new splendor for the Church,
although it has been dormant in it from long ago. That God is infinitely
merciful, no one can deny. He desires everyone to know this before He comes
again as Judge. He wants souls to come to know Him first as King of Mercy. When
this triumph comes, we shall already have entered the new life in which there
is no suffering. But before this, your soul [of the spiritual director] will be
surfeited with bitterness at the sight of the destruction of your efforts.
However, this will only appear to be so, because what God has once decided
upon, He does not change. But although this destruction will be such only in
outward appearance, the suffering will be real. When will this happen? I do not
know. How long will it last? I do not know.[89]
But God has promised a great grace especially to you and to all those... who will proclaim My great mercy. I
shall protect them Myself at the hour of death, as My own glory. And even if
the sins of soul are as dark as night, when the sinner turns to My mercy he
gives Me the greatest praise and is the glory of My Passion. When a soul
praises My goodness, Satan trembles before it and flees to the very bottom of
hell.
379 During
one of the adorations, Jesus promised me that: With souls that have recourse to My mercy and with those
that glorify and proclaim My great mercy to others, I will deal according to My
infinite mercy at the hour of their death.
My Heart is sorrowful, Jesus said, because even chosen souls do not understand the greatness of My mercy. Their relationship [with Me] is, in certain ways, imbued with mistrust. Oh, how much that wounds My Heart 1 Remember My Passion, and if you do not believe My words, at least believe My wounds.
My Heart is sorrowful, Jesus said, because even chosen souls do not understand the greatness of My mercy. Their relationship [with Me] is, in certain ways, imbued with mistrust. Oh, how much that wounds My Heart 1 Remember My Passion, and if you do not believe My words, at least believe My wounds.
389 Love
must be reciprocal. If Jesus tasted the fullness of bitterness for me, then I,
His bride, will accept all bitterness as proof of my love for Him.
391
Through Holy Baptism, we entered into union with other souls. Death tightens
the bonds of love. I ought always to be of help to others. If I am a good
religious, I will be useful, not only to the Order, but to the whole Country as
well.
392 The
Lord God grants His graces in two ways: by inspiration and by enlightenment. If
we ask God for a grace, He will give it to us; but let us be willing to accept
it. And in order to accept it, self-denial is needed. Love does not consist in
words or feelings, but in deeds. It is an act of the will; it is a gift; that
is to say, a giving. The reason, the will, the heart-these three faculties must
be exercised during prayer. I will rise from the dead in Jesus, but first I
must live in Him. If I do not separate myself from the Cross, then the Gospel
will be revealed in me. Jesus in me makes up for all my deficiencies. His grace
operates without ceasing. The Holy Trinity grants me Its life abundantly, by
the gift of the Holy Spirit. The Three Divine Persons live in me. When God
loves, He loves with all His Being, with all the power of His Being. If God has
loved me in this way, how should I respond I, His spouse?
393 During
one conference, Jesus said to me, You
are a sweet grape in a chosen cluster; I want others to have a share in the
juice that is flowing within you.
525 O
Holy Trinity, in whom is contained the inner life of God, the Father, the Son,
and the Holy Spirit, eternal joy, inconceivable depth of love, poured out upon
all creatures and constituting their happiness, honor and glory be to Your holy
name forever and ever. Amen.
When I consider Your greatness and beauty, O my God, I rejoice exceedingly that the Lord I serve is so great. With love and joy I carry out His will, and the more I come to know Him, the more I desire to love Him. I burn with the desire to love Him ever more and more.
When I consider Your greatness and beauty, O my God, I rejoice exceedingly that the Lord I serve is so great. With love and joy I carry out His will, and the more I come to know Him, the more I desire to love Him. I burn with the desire to love Him ever more and more.
543 The
duration of the postulancy. The postulancy will last one year. During this
time, the candidate should examine whether she is attracted to this type of
life and whether it is suitable to her. The directress should also diligently
consider whether or not the person in question is suitable for this type of
life. After a year, if the postulant shows evidence of a stable will and an
earnest desire to serve God, she should be admitted to the novitiate.
699 On one occasion, I heard these words: My daughter,
tell the whole world about My inconceivable mercy. I desire that the Feast of
Mercy [139] be a refuge and shelter for all souls, and especially
for poor sinners. On that day the very depths of My tender mercy are open. I
pour out a whole ocean of graces upon those souls who approach the fount of My
mercy. The soul that will go to Confession and receive Holy Communion shall
obtain complete forgiveness of sins and punishment. On that day all the divine
floodgates through which grace flow are opened. Let no soul fear to draw near
to Me, even though its sins be as scarlet. My mercy is so great that no mind,
be it of man or of angel, will be able to fathom it throughout all eternity.
Everything that exists has come forth from the very depths of My most tender
mercy. Every soul in its relation to Me will contemplate My love and mercy
throughout eternity. The Feast of Mercy emerged from My very depths of
tenderness. It is My desire that it be solemnly celebrated on the first Sunday
after Easter. Mankind will not have peace until it turns to the Fount of My
Mercy.
930 + O my
Jesus, although I will go to You, and You will fill me with Yourself, and that
will make my happiness complete, I will nevertheless not forget about humanity.
I desire to draw aside the veils of heaven, so that the earth would have no
doubts about The Divine Mercy. My repose is in proclaiming Your mercy. The soul
gives the greatest glory to its Creator when it turns with trust to The Divine
Mercy.
+ The
Love of God is the flower - Mercy the fruit.
1000 In
the terrible desert of life,
O my sweetest Jesus,
Protect souls from disaster,
For You are the Fountain of Mercy.
Let the resplendence of Your rays,
O sweet Commander of our souls,
Let mercy change the world.
And you who have received this grace, serve Jesus.
Steep is the great highway I must travel,
But I fear nothing,
For the pure fount of mercy is flowing for my sake,
And, with it, strength for the humble soul.
I am exhausted and worn out,
But my conscience bears me witness
That I do all for the greater glory of the Lord,
The Lord who is my repose and my heritage.
[End of Notebook Two of the Diary.]
O my sweetest Jesus,
Protect souls from disaster,
For You are the Fountain of Mercy.
Let the resplendence of Your rays,
O sweet Commander of our souls,
Let mercy change the world.
And you who have received this grace, serve Jesus.
Steep is the great highway I must travel,
But I fear nothing,
For the pure fount of mercy is flowing for my sake,
And, with it, strength for the humble soul.
I am exhausted and worn out,
But my conscience bears me witness
That I do all for the greater glory of the Lord,
The Lord who is my repose and my heritage.
[End of Notebook Two of the Diary.]
1074 When I went for adoration, I heard these words: My
beloved daughter, write down these words, that today My Heart has rested in
this convent [the Cracow house]. Tell the world about My mercy and My
love.
The flames of mercy are burning me. I desire to pour them out upon human souls. Oh, what pain they cause Me when they do not want to accept them!
My daughter, do whatever is within your power to spread devotion to My mercy. I will make up for what you lack. Tell aching mankind to snuggle close to My merciful Heart, and I will fill it -with peace.
Tell [all people], My daughter, that I am Love and Mercy itself. When a soul approaches Me with trust, I fill it with such an abundance of graces that it cannot contain them within itself, but radiates them to other souls.
The flames of mercy are burning me. I desire to pour them out upon human souls. Oh, what pain they cause Me when they do not want to accept them!
My daughter, do whatever is within your power to spread devotion to My mercy. I will make up for what you lack. Tell aching mankind to snuggle close to My merciful Heart, and I will fill it -with peace.
Tell [all people], My daughter, that I am Love and Mercy itself. When a soul approaches Me with trust, I fill it with such an abundance of graces that it cannot contain them within itself, but radiates them to other souls.
1075 Souls who spread the honor of My mercy I shield
through their entire lives as a tender mother her infant, and at the hour of
death I will not be a Judge for them, but the Merciful Savior. At that last
hour, a soul has nothing with which to defend itself except My mercy. Happy is
the soul that during its lifetime immersed itself in the Fountain of Mercy,
because justice will have no hold on it.
1076 Write this: Everything that exists is enclosed in
the bowels of My mercy, more deeply than an infant in its mother's womb. How
painfully distrust of My goodness wounds Me! Sins of distrust wound Me most
painfully.
1286 + Thank You, O God, for all
the graces
Which unceasingly You lavish upon me,
Graces which enlighten me with the brilliance of the sun,
For by them You show me the sure way.
Thank You, 0 Lord, for creating me,
For calling me into being from nothingness,
For imprinting Your divinity on my soul,
The work of sheer merciful love.
Thank You, O God, for Holy Baptism
Which engrafted me into Your family,
A gift great beyond all thought or expression
Which transforms my soul.
Thank You, O Lord, for Holy Confession,
For that inexhaustible spring of great mercy,
For that inconceivable fountain of graces
In which sin-tainted souls become purified.
Thank You, O Jesus, for Holy Communion
In which You give us Yourself.
I feel Your Heart beating within my breast
As You cause Your divine life to unfold within me.
Thank You, O Holy Spirit, for the Sacrament of Confirmation,
Which dubs me Your knight
And gives strength to my soul at each moment,
Protecting me from evil.
Thank You, O God, for the grace of a vocation.
For being called to serve You alone,
Leading me to make You my sole love,
An unequal honor for my soul.
Thank You, O Lord, for perpetual vows,
For that union of pure love,
For having deigned to unite Your pure heart with mine
And uniting my heart to Yours in the purest of bonds.
Thank You, O Lord, for the Sacrament of Anointing
Which, in my final moments, will give me strength;
My help in battle, my guide to salvation,
Fortifying my soul till we rejoice forever.
Thank You, O God, for all the inspirations
That Your goodness lavishes upon me,
For the interior lights given my soul,
Which the heart senses, but words cannot express.
Thank You, O Holy Trinity, for the vastness of the graces
Which You have lavished on me unceasingly through life.
My gratitude will intensify as the eternal dawn rises,
When, for the first time, I sing to Your glory.
Which unceasingly You lavish upon me,
Graces which enlighten me with the brilliance of the sun,
For by them You show me the sure way.
Thank You, 0 Lord, for creating me,
For calling me into being from nothingness,
For imprinting Your divinity on my soul,
The work of sheer merciful love.
Thank You, O God, for Holy Baptism
Which engrafted me into Your family,
A gift great beyond all thought or expression
Which transforms my soul.
Thank You, O Lord, for Holy Confession,
For that inexhaustible spring of great mercy,
For that inconceivable fountain of graces
In which sin-tainted souls become purified.
Thank You, O Jesus, for Holy Communion
In which You give us Yourself.
I feel Your Heart beating within my breast
As You cause Your divine life to unfold within me.
Thank You, O Holy Spirit, for the Sacrament of Confirmation,
Which dubs me Your knight
And gives strength to my soul at each moment,
Protecting me from evil.
Thank You, O God, for the grace of a vocation.
For being called to serve You alone,
Leading me to make You my sole love,
An unequal honor for my soul.
Thank You, O Lord, for perpetual vows,
For that union of pure love,
For having deigned to unite Your pure heart with mine
And uniting my heart to Yours in the purest of bonds.
Thank You, O Lord, for the Sacrament of Anointing
Which, in my final moments, will give me strength;
My help in battle, my guide to salvation,
Fortifying my soul till we rejoice forever.
Thank You, O God, for all the inspirations
That Your goodness lavishes upon me,
For the interior lights given my soul,
Which the heart senses, but words cannot express.
Thank You, O Holy Trinity, for the vastness of the graces
Which You have lavished on me unceasingly through life.
My gratitude will intensify as the eternal dawn rises,
When, for the first time, I sing to Your glory.
1652 Adore, my soul, the mercy of the Lord,
O my heart, rejoice wholly in Him,
Because for this you have been chosen by Him,
To spread the glory of His mercy.
His goodness no one has fathomed, no one can measure,
His compassion is untold.
Every soul that approaches Him experiences this.
He will shield her and clasp her to His merciful bosom.
Happy the soul that has trusted in Your goodness
And has abandoned herself completely to Your mercy.
Her soul is filled with the peace of love.
You defend her everywhere as Your own child.
O soul, whoever you may be in this world,
Even if your sins were as black as night,
Do not fear God, weak child that you are,
For great is the power of God's mercy.
O my heart, rejoice wholly in Him,
Because for this you have been chosen by Him,
To spread the glory of His mercy.
His goodness no one has fathomed, no one can measure,
His compassion is untold.
Every soul that approaches Him experiences this.
He will shield her and clasp her to His merciful bosom.
Happy the soul that has trusted in Your goodness
And has abandoned herself completely to Your mercy.
Her soul is filled with the peace of love.
You defend her everywhere as Your own child.
O soul, whoever you may be in this world,
Even if your sins were as black as night,
Do not fear God, weak child that you are,
For great is the power of God's mercy.
1710 May 26, [1938-Feast of the Ascension]. Today I
accompanied the Lord Jesus as He ascended into heaven. It was about noon. I was
overcome by a great longing for God. It is a strange thing, the more I felt
God's presence, the more ardently I desired Him. Then I saw myself in the midst
of a huge crowd of disciples and apostles, together with the Mother of God.
Jesus was telling them to... Go out into the whole world and teach in My
name. He stretched out His hands and blessed them and disappeared in a
cloud. I saw the longing of Our Lady. Her soul yearned for Jesus with the whole
force of Her love. But She was so peaceful and so united to the will of God
that there was not a stir in Her heart but for what God wanted.
1711 When I was left alone with the Blessed Virgin, She
instructed me concerning the interior life. She said, The soul's true
greatness is in loving God and in humbling oneself in His presence, completely
forgetting oneself and believing oneself to be nothing; because the Lord is
great, but He is well pleased only with the humble; He always opposes the
proud.
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-I-248, 375-376, 378-379, 389, 391)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-I-392-393)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-II-525, 543, 699, 930, 1000)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-III-1074-1076)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-IV-1286)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-VI-1652, 1710-1711 )
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