Power in Weakness
December 7, 2019. Memorial of St. Ambrose, Bishop, Doctor of
the Church
Father John Doyle,
LC
Matthew 9:35-10:1, 5a, 6-8
Jesus went around
to all the towns and villages, teaching in their synagogues, proclaiming the
Gospel of the Kingdom, and curing every disease and illness. At the sight of
the crowds, his heart was moved with pity for them because they were troubled
and abandoned, like sheep without a shepherd. Then he said to his disciples,
“The harvest is abundant but the laborers are few; so ask the master of the
harvest to send out laborers for his harvest.” Then he summoned his Twelve
disciples and gave them authority over unclean spirits to drive them out and to
cure every disease and every illness. Jesus sent out these Twelve after
instructing them thus, “Go to the lost sheep of the house of Israel. As you go,
make this proclamation: ‘The Kingdom of heaven is at hand.’ Cure the sick,
raise the dead, cleanse lepers, drive out demons. Without cost you have
received; without cost you are to give.”
Introductory Prayer: Lord Jesus, I
believe in You, the Lord of heaven and earth. Lord Jesus, I trust in Your
goodness and tender concern for my good and the good of every single person on
this earth. Lord Jesus, I love You and wish to cooperate more fully with You. I
am such a poor weak instrument, but I know that You can do anything through
those who trust in You.
Petition: Help me Lord, to
know the mysteries of your Sacred Heart and to respond with love.
1. The Heart of
Christ: “His heart was moved with pity for them because they were troubled and
abandoned, like sheep without a shepherd.” Jesus is our creator and our
redeemer. He knows that what we seek is his friendship, whether we realize it
or not. He knows that only he can satisfy our innermost desires. We need to be
moved with compassion at the thought of Jesus’ pain, wounded by so many souls
who refuse to turn to him, our only source of light, life and happiness. Do I
ever consider how Jesus’ heart needs to be consoled because of the indifference
and rejection of so many souls whom he loves infinitely?
2. Pray to the Lord
of the Harvest: “The harvest is abundant but the laborers are
few.” There are so many souls in need of healing and so few to help Our Lord
with building his Kingdom and saving souls. “Pray to the Lord of the harvest to
send out laborers to the harvest.” Christ is calling us to help him in this
mission. We cannot be indifferent to the cries of our brothers and sisters who
do not know the truth and who have not experienced God’s awesome love. We must
be convinced that Jesus is the only answer for their yearnings. Do I pray often
to the Lord of the harvest? Do I realize that I am also called to be a laborer
in the Lord’s harvest?
3. Go to the Lost
Sheep of the House of Israel: Jesus sends us out although we feel
weak and helpless. Can we “heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse lepers, and
drive out demons?” Isn’t there someone else, Lord? No. Christ calls us for the
same reason he called the first apostles, namely because he chooses the weak to
show that he is in charge. “Apart from the vine you can do nothing” (cf. John
15:5). But united to him, we will bear much fruit. Trust in him especially when
we feel our own weakness and incapability. For, as the apostle St Paul, reminds
us, “There is nothing I cannot do in him who strengthens me” (Philippians
4:13), and “It is when I am weak that I am strong” (2 Corinthians 12:10).
Conversation with
Christ: Oh Lord Jesus, I want to respond to the longings of Your heart. You have
loved us to the point of dying on the cross for us, and we repay You so poorly.
You deserve our grateful, loyal love, but so often we abandon You. I want to
console Your Sacred Heart by helping to bring many souls back into Your
friendship. I want to be part of the solution and not part of the problem;
however, I do not feel worthy or up to the task of being Your apostle. Help me
to cooperate with You. Help me to soothe Your longing to heal us and care for
us. Here I am Lord, to do Your loving will.
Resolution: I will go before
the Blessed Sacrament today, intensifying my union and friendship with my Risen
Lord, and ask him to send more holy, priestly vocations for his Church.
Excerpts from the
DIARY of Saint Faustina Kowalska
49 When I
told this to my confessor,[29]
I received this for a reply: "That refers to your soul." He told me,
"Certainly, paint God's image in your soul." When I came out of the
confessional, I again heard words such as these: My image already is in your
soul. I desire that there be a Feast of Mercy. I want this image, which you
will paint with a brush, to be solemnly blessed on the first Sunday after
Easter; that Sunday is to be the Feast of Mercy.
50 + I desire that priests proclaim this great mercy of Mine towards souls of sinners. Let the sinner not be afraid to approach Me. The flames of mercy are burning Me - clamoring to be spent; I want to pour them out upon these souls.
Jesus complained to me in these words, Distrust on the part of souls is tearing at My insides. The distrust of a chosen soul causes Me even greater pain; despite My inexhaustible love for them they do not trust Me. Even My death is not enough for them. Woe to the soul that abuses these [gifts].
301 Proclaim that mercy is the
greatest attribute of God. All the works of My hands are crowned with mercy.
341 November 5, 1934. One morning,
when it was my duty to open the gate to let out our people who deliver baked
goods, I entered the little chapel to visit Jesus for a minute and to renew the
intentions of the day. Today, Jesus, I offer You all my sufferings,
mortifications and prayers for the intentions of the Holy Father, so that he
may approve the Feast of Mercy. But, Jesus, I have one more word to say to You:
I am very surprised that You bid me to talk about this Feast of Mercy, for they
tell me that there is already such a feast[81]
and so why should I talk about it? And Jesus said to me, And who knows
anything about this feast? No one! Even those who should be proclaiming My
mercy and teaching people about it often do not know about it themselves. That
is why I want the image to be solemnly blessed on the first Sunday after
Easter, and I want it to be venerated publicly so that every soul may know
about it. Make a novena for the Holy Father's intention. It should consist of
thirty-three acts; that is, repetition that many times of the short prayer-which
I have taught you-to The Divine Mercy.
375 Particular interior practice;
that is, the examination of conscience. Self-denial, denial of my own will.
I. The denial of my reason.
Subjecting it to the reason of those who represent God to me here on earth.
II. The denial of my will. Doing the
will of God, which is revealed in the will of those who represent God to me and
which is contained in the rule of our order.
III. The denial of my judgment.
Accepting immediately and without reflection, analysis or reasoning all orders
given by those who represent God to me.
IV. The denial of my tongue. I will
not give it the least bit of freedom; but in one case only I will give it
complete freedom; that is, in proclaiming the glory of God. Whenever I receive
Holy Communion, I will ask Jesus to fortify and cleanse my tongue that I may
not injure my neighbor with it. That is why I have the greatest respect for the
rule which speaks about silence.
378 Once as I was talking with my
spiritual director, I had an interior vision-quicker than lightning-of his soul
in great suffering, in such agony that God touches very few souls with such
fire. The suffering arises from this work. There will come a time when this
work, which God is demanding so very much, will be as though utterly undone.
And then God will act with great power, which will give evidence of its
authenticity. It will be a new splendor for the Church, although it has been
dormant in it from long ago. That God is infinitely merciful, no one can deny.
He desires everyone to know this before He comes again as Judge. He wants souls
to come to know Him first as King of Mercy. When this triumph comes, we shall
already have entered the new life in which there is no suffering. But before
this, your soul [of the spiritual director] will be surfeited with bitterness
at the sight of the destruction of your efforts. However, this will only appear
to be so, because what God has once decided upon, He does not change. But
although this destruction will be such only in outward appearance, the
suffering will be real. When will this happen? I do not know. How long will it
last? I do not know.[89]
But God has promised a great grace especially to you and to all those... who
will proclaim My great mercy. I shall protect them Myself at the hour of death,
as My own glory. And even if the sins of soul are as dark as night, when the
sinner turns to My mercy he gives Me the greatest praise and is the glory of My
Passion. When a soul praises My goodness, Satan trembles before it and flees to
the very bottom of hell.
379 During one of the adorations,
Jesus promised me that: With souls that have recourse to My mercy and with
those that glorify and proclaim My great mercy to others, I will deal according
to My infinite mercy at the hour of their death.
My Heart is sorrowful, Jesus said, because even chosen souls do not understand the greatness of My mercy. Their relationship [with Me] is, in certain ways, imbued with mistrust. Oh, how much that wounds My Heart 1 Remember My Passion, and if you do not believe My words, at least believe My wounds.
My Heart is sorrowful, Jesus said, because even chosen souls do not understand the greatness of My mercy. Their relationship [with Me] is, in certain ways, imbued with mistrust. Oh, how much that wounds My Heart 1 Remember My Passion, and if you do not believe My words, at least believe My wounds.
491 When I entered the chapel, once again the majesty of God
overwhelmed me. I felt that I was immersed in God, totally immersed in Him and
penetrated by Him, being aware of how much the heavenly Father loves us. Oh,
what great happiness fills my heart from knowing God and the divine life! It is
my desire to share this happiness with all people. I cannot keep this happiness
locked in my own heart alone, for His flames burn me and cause my bosom and my
entrails to burst asunder. I desire to go throughout the whole world and speak
to souls about the great mercy of God. Priests, help me in this; use the
strongest words [at your disposal] to proclaim His mercy, for every word falls
short of how merciful He really is.
642 Palm Sunday. This Sunday, I experienced in a special way
the sentiments of the most sweet Heart of Jesus. My spirit was there where
Jesus was. I saw Jesus riding on a donkey's foal, and the disciples and a great
multitude with branches in their hands joyfully accompanying the Lord Jesus.
Some strewed them before His feet where He was riding, while others raised
their branches in the air, leaping and jumping before the Lord and not knowing
what to do for joy. And I saw another crowd which came out to meet Jesus,
likewise with joyful faces and with branches in their hands, and they were
crying out unceasingly with joy. There were little children there also. But
Jesus was very grave, and the Lord gave me to know how much He was suffering at
the time. And at that moment, I saw nothing but only Jesus, whose Heart was
saturated with ingratitude.
783 + I must be on my guard, especially today, because I am
becoming over-sensitive to everything. Things I would not pay any attention to
when I am healthy bother me today. O my Jesus, my shield and my strength, grant
me Your grace that I may emerge victorious from these combats. O my Jesus,
transform me into Yourself by the power of Your love, that I may be a worthy
tool in proclaiming Your mercy
930 + O my Jesus, although I will go to You, and You will
fill me with Yourself, and that will make my happiness complete, I will
nevertheless not forget about humanity. I desire to draw aside the veils of
heaven, so that the earth would have no doubts about The Divine Mercy. My
repose is in proclaiming Your mercy. The soul gives the greatest glory to its
Creator when it turns with trust to The Divine Mercy.
+ J. M. J.
1002 The Lord's Supper is laid,
Jesus sits down at table with His Apostles,
His Being all transformed into love,
For such was the Holy Trinity's counsel.
With great desire, I desire to eat with you,
Before I suffer death.
About to leave you, love holds Me in your midst.
He sheds His Blood, gives His life, for He loves immensely.
Love hides beneath the appearance of bread,
Departing, He remains with us.
Such self-abasement was not needed,
Yet burning love hid Him under these species.
Over the bread and wine He says these words:
"This is My Blood, this is My Body."
Although mysterious, these are words of love.
Then He passes the Cup among His disciples.
Jesus grew deeply troubled within
And said, "One of you will betray his Master."
They fell silent, with a silence as of the tomb,
And John inclined his head on His breast.
The supper is ended.
Let us go to Gethsemane.
Love is satisfied, And there the traitor is waiting.
1002 The Lord's Supper is laid,
Jesus sits down at table with His Apostles,
His Being all transformed into love,
For such was the Holy Trinity's counsel.
With great desire, I desire to eat with you,
Before I suffer death.
About to leave you, love holds Me in your midst.
He sheds His Blood, gives His life, for He loves immensely.
Love hides beneath the appearance of bread,
Departing, He remains with us.
Such self-abasement was not needed,
Yet burning love hid Him under these species.
Over the bread and wine He says these words:
"This is My Blood, this is My Body."
Although mysterious, these are words of love.
Then He passes the Cup among His disciples.
Jesus grew deeply troubled within
And said, "One of you will betray his Master."
They fell silent, with a silence as of the tomb,
And John inclined his head on His breast.
The supper is ended.
Let us go to Gethsemane.
Love is satisfied, And there the traitor is waiting.
1074 When I went for adoration, I
heard these words: My beloved daughter, write down these words, that today
My Heart has rested in this convent [the Cracow house]. Tell the world
about My mercy and My love.
The flames of mercy are burning me. I desire to pour them out upon human souls. Oh, what pain they cause Me when they do not want to accept them!
My daughter, do whatever is within your power to spread devotion to My mercy. I will make up for what you lack. Tell aching mankind to snuggle close to My merciful Heart, and I will fill it -with peace.
Tell [all people], My daughter, that I am Love and Mercy itself. When a soul approaches Me with trust, I fill it with such an abundance of graces that it cannot contain them within itself, but radiates them to other souls.
The flames of mercy are burning me. I desire to pour them out upon human souls. Oh, what pain they cause Me when they do not want to accept them!
My daughter, do whatever is within your power to spread devotion to My mercy. I will make up for what you lack. Tell aching mankind to snuggle close to My merciful Heart, and I will fill it -with peace.
Tell [all people], My daughter, that I am Love and Mercy itself. When a soul approaches Me with trust, I fill it with such an abundance of graces that it cannot contain them within itself, but radiates them to other souls.
1075 Souls who spread the honor of My mercy I shield
through their entire lives as a tender mother her infant, and at the hour of
death I will not be a Judge for them, but the Merciful Savior. At that last
hour, a soul has nothing with which to defend itself except My mercy. Happy is
the soul that during its lifetime immersed itself in the Fountain of Mercy,
because justice will have no hold on it.
1104 Today there was a beautiful teaching [by Father Plaza
on the goodness and mercy of God. During this conference my soul experienced
the flames of God's love, and I understood that God's word is a living word.
1142 June 4. Today is the Feast of
the Most Sacred Heart of Jesus. During Holy Mass, I was given the knowledge of
the Heart of Jesus and of the nature of the fire of love with which He burns
for us and of how He is an Ocean of Mercy. Then I heard a voice: Apostle of
My mercy, proclaim to the whole world My unfathomable mercy. Do not be
discouraged by the difficulties you encounter in proclaiming My mercy. These
difficulties that affect you so painfully are needed for your sanctification
and as evidence that this work is Mine. My daughter, be diligent in writing
down every sentence I tell you concerning My mercy, because this is meant for a
great number of souls who will profit from it.
1160 When once I asked the Lord Jesus how He could tolerate
so many sins and crimes and not punish them, the Lord answered me, I have
eternity for punishing [these], and so I am prolonging the time of mercy
for the sake of [sinners]. But woe to them if they do not recognize this
time of My visitation. My daughter, secretary of My mercy, your duty is not
only to write about and proclaim My mercy, but also to beg for this grace for
them, so that they too may glorify My mercy.
1256 [August] 30. Reverend Father Sopocko left
this morning. When I was steeped in a prayer of thanksgiving for the great
grace that I had received from God; namely, that of seeing Father, I became
united in a special way with the Lord who said to me, He is a priest after
My own Heart; his efforts are pleasing to Me. You see, My daughter, that My
will must be done and that which I had promised you, I shall do. Through him I
spread comfort to suffering and careworn souls. Through him it pleased Me to
proclaim the worship of My mercy. And through this work of mercy more souls will
come close to Me than otherwise would have, even if he had kept giving
absolution day and night for the rest of his life, because by so doing, he
would have labored only for as long as he lived; whereas, thanks to this work
of mercy, he will be laboring till the end of the world.
1298 O God, show me Your mercy
According to the compassion of the Heart of Jesus.
Hear my sighs and entreaties,
And the tears of a contrite heart.
O Omnipotent, ever-merciful God,
Your compassion is never exhausted.
Although my misery is as vast as the sea,
I have complete trust in the mercy of the Lord.
O Eternal Trinity, yet ever-gracious God,
Your compassion is without measure.
And so I trust in the sea of Your mercy,
And sense You, Lord, though a veil holds me aloof.
May the omnipotence of Your mercy, O Lord,
Be glorified all over the world.
May its veneration never cease.
Proclaim, my soul, God's mercy with fervor.
1463 + The Lord also gave me to know that many
bishops were considering the question of this Feast, as well as a certain lay
person. Some were enthusiastic about this work of God, while others regarded it
with disbelief; but in spite of everything, the result was great glory for the
work of God. Mother Irene and Mother Mary Joseph were giving some kind of a
report to these dignitaries, but they were being questioned, not so much about
the work, as about myself.227 As
regards the work itself, there was no doubt, since the glory of God was already
being proclaimed.
1501 + Now that I have difficulty sleeping at night, because
my suffering won't allow it, I visit all the churches and chapels and, if only
for a brief moment, I make an act of adoration before the Blessed Sacrament.
When I return to my chapel, I then pray for certain priests who proclaim and
glorify The Divine Mercy. I also pray for the intentions of the Holy Father and
to obtain mercy for sinners-such are my nights.
1513 + Jesus said to me today, You often call Me your
Master. This is pleasing to My Heart; but do not forget, My disciple, that you
are a disciple of a crucified Master. Let that one word be enough for you. You
know what is contained in the cross.
1519 + Today before Holy Communion, the Lord said to me, My
daughter, today talk openly to the Superior [Mother Irene] about My
mercy because, of all the superiors, she has taken the greatest part in
proclaiming My mercy. And in fact, Mother Superior came this
afternoon, and we talked about this Work of God. Mother told me that the images
had not come out too well and were not selling very well. "But,"
she said, "I have taken a good quantity myself and am distributing
them wherever I can and do the best I can to spread the Work of
Mercy." When she had gone, the Lord gave me to know how pleasing this
soul was to Him.
1521 The Lord said to me, My daughter, do not tire of
proclaiming My mercy. In this way you will refresh this Heart of Mine, which
burns with a flame of pity for sinners. Tell My priests that hardened sinners
will repent on hearing their words when they speak about My unfathomable mercy,
about the compassion I have for them in My Heart. To priests who proclaim and
extol My mercy, I will give wondrous power; I will anoint their words and touch
the hearts of those to whom they will speak.
1540 January 28, 1938. Today the Lord said to me, My
daughter, write down these words: All those souls who will glorify My mercy and
spread its worship, encouraging others to trust in My mercy, will not
experience terror at the hour of death. My mercy will shield them in that final
battle...
1548 January 30, 1938. One-day retreat.
The Lord gave me to know, during meditation, that as long as
my heart beats in my breast, I must always strive to spread the Kingdom of God
on earth. I am to fight for the glory of my Creator. I know that I will give
God the glory He expects of me if I try faithfully to cooperate with God's
grace.
1680 Low Sunday. Today, I again
offered myself to the Lord as a holocaust for sinners. My Jesus, if the end of
my life is already approaching, I beg You most humbly, accept my death in union
with You as a holocaust which I offer You today, while I still have full
possession of my faculties and a fully conscious will, and this for a threefold
purpose:
Firstly: that the work of Your mercy may spread throughout the whole world and that the Feast of The Divine Mercy may be solemnly promulgated and celebrated.
Secondly: that sinners, especially dying sinners, may have recourse to Your mercy and experience the unspeakable effects of this mercy.
Thirdly: that all the work of Your mercy may be realized according to Your wishes, and for a certain person who is in charge of this work...
Accept, most merciful Jesus, this, my inadequate sacrifice, which I offer to You today before heaven and earth. May Your Most Sacred Heart, so full of mercy, complete what is lacking in my offering, and offer it to Your Father for the conversion of sinners. I thirst after souls, O Christ.
Firstly: that the work of Your mercy may spread throughout the whole world and that the Feast of The Divine Mercy may be solemnly promulgated and celebrated.
Secondly: that sinners, especially dying sinners, may have recourse to Your mercy and experience the unspeakable effects of this mercy.
Thirdly: that all the work of Your mercy may be realized according to Your wishes, and for a certain person who is in charge of this work...
Accept, most merciful Jesus, this, my inadequate sacrifice, which I offer to You today before heaven and earth. May Your Most Sacred Heart, so full of mercy, complete what is lacking in my offering, and offer it to Your Father for the conversion of sinners. I thirst after souls, O Christ.
1688 Today, the Lord said to me, My
daughter, look into My Merciful Heart and reflect its compassion in your own
heart and in your deeds, so that you, who proclaim My mercy to the world, may
yourself be aflame with it.
1710 May 26, [1938-Feast of the
Ascension]. Today I accompanied the Lord Jesus as He ascended into heaven. It
was about noon. I was overcome by a great longing for God. It is a strange
thing, the more I felt God's presence, the more ardently I desired Him. Then I
saw myself in the midst of a huge crowd of disciples and apostles, together
with the Mother of God. Jesus was telling them to... Go out into the whole world
and teach in My name. He stretched out His hands and blessed them and
disappeared in a cloud. I saw the longing of Our Lady. Her soul yearned for
Jesus with the whole force of Her love. But She was so peaceful and so united
to the will of God that there was not a stir in Her heart but for what God
wanted.
1749 + God's Infinite Goodness in
Adorning the Whole World with Beauty
in Order to Make Man's Stay on Earth Pleasant.
O God, how generously Your mercy is spread everywhere, and You have done all this for man. Oh, how much You must love him, since Your love is so active on his behalf. O my Creator and Lord, I see on all sides the trace of Your hand and the seal of Your mercy, which embraces all created things. O my most compassionate Creator, I want to give You worship on behalf of all creatures and all inanimate creation; I call on the whole universe to glorify Your mercy. Oh, how great is Your goodness, O God!
in Order to Make Man's Stay on Earth Pleasant.
O God, how generously Your mercy is spread everywhere, and You have done all this for man. Oh, how much You must love him, since Your love is so active on his behalf. O my Creator and Lord, I see on all sides the trace of Your hand and the seal of Your mercy, which embraces all created things. O my most compassionate Creator, I want to give You worship on behalf of all creatures and all inanimate creation; I call on the whole universe to glorify Your mercy. Oh, how great is Your goodness, O God!
(Diary of
Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-I-49-50, 301, 341, 375, 378-379, 491)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-II-642, 783, 930)
(Diary of
Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-III-1002, 1074-1075, 1104, 1142, 1160)
(Diary of
Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-IV-1256, 1298)
(Diary of
Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-V-1463, 1501, 1513, 1519, 1521, 1540)
(Diary
of Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-V-1548)
(Diary of
Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-VI-1680, 1688, 1692, 1710, 1749)
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