Human Harshness vs. the Charity of a Saint
Thursday of the
Nineteenth Week in Ordinary Time
Father Steven Reilly, LC
Matthew 18:21 - 19:1
Peter approached Jesus
and asked him, "Lord, if my brother sins against me, how often must I
forgive him? As many as seven times?" Jesus answered, "I say to you,
not seven times but seventy-seven times. That is why the Kingdom of heaven may
be likened to a king who decided to settle accounts with his servants. When he
began the accounting, a debtor was brought before him who owed him a huge
amount. Since he had no way of paying it back, his master ordered him to be
sold, along with his wife, his children, and all his property, in payment of
the debt. At that, the servant fell down, did him homage, and said, ´Be patient
with me, and I will pay you back in full.´ Moved with compassion the master of
that servant let him go and forgave him the loan. When that servant had left,
he found one of his fellow servants who owed him a much smaller amount. He
seized him and started to choke him, demanding, ´Pay back what you owe.´
Falling to his knees, his fellow servant begged him, ´Be patient with me, and I
will pay you back.´ But he refused. Instead, he had him put in prison until he
paid back the debt. Now when his fellow servants saw what had happened, they
were deeply disturbed, and went to their master and reported the whole affair.
His master summoned him and said to him, ´You wicked servant! I forgave you
your entire debt because you begged me to. Should you not have had pity on your
fellow servant, as I had pity on you?´ Then in anger his master handed him over
to the torturers until he should pay back the whole debt. So will my heavenly
Father do to you, unless each of you forgives his brother from his heart."
When Jesus finished these words, he left Galilee and went to the district of
Judea across the Jordan.
Introductory Prayer: Lord God, I believe You are present here with
me as I begin this moment of prayer. I hope in You. I know that You will always
take care of me. I want this time with You to be a sign of my love for You. I
seek only to please You, without desiring any spiritual consolation for myself.
Petition: Lord, grant me a more forgiving heart!
1. Human Harshness: “He seized him and started to choke him,
demanding, ‘Pay back what you owe.’” The Gospel gives a startling example of
human harshness. History recalls another one. In Auschwitz, the camp deputy
commander, Karl Fritzch, decided that the most effective way to keep prisoners
from trying to escape would be an overwhelming example of reprisal. Ten men in
Block 13 were picked out for starvation. The thought of innocent men dying
because of another’s escape would definitely make anyone think twice about it.
The master of our Lord’s story is angry at the harshness of his servant. We can
only imagine the Lord’s anger at the harshness of a place like Auschwitz,
called by Pope Benedict, “a place of horror” and “unprecedented mass crimes”
(May 28, 2006). Let us purge our own hearts of the evil of harshness, which
brings down such misery on our own soul.
2. St. Maximilian
Steps Forward: The Lord’s answer to
Peter in this Gospel, “not seven times but seventy-seven times,” points to a
heroic living of the virtue of charity and forgiveness. St. Maximilian Kolbe,
whose feast we celebrated this week, gives us an example of that kind of love.
When the commander had picked out his ten victims, St. Maximilian had been
passed over. No doubt the others who were spared were breathing intense sighs
of relief. Instead, St. Maximilian stepped forward and offered to take the
place of one of those chosen, Franciszek Gajowniczek, who cried out in anguish
over his family. We can only shake our heads in amazement that the flame of
love could burn so brightly in that “place of horror.”
3. The Cross Sets the
Standard: The examples of the
saints challenge us. They don’t give us a “superhuman” example, but rather the
testimony of what men and women are capable of doing when they allow the grace
of God to work in their souls. We, too, have many occasions when we are called
to live a higher degree of virtue, but so often we cut ourselves a little too
much slack. When Peter asked about a seven-fold forgiveness, he was being quite
generous. But the “seventy-seven times” that Jesus speaks about is measured
against the Cross, the symbol of the Lord’s infinite love and forgiveness.
Saints like Kolbe understood this. Let’s try to imitate it today, in ways both
big and small.
Conversation with
Christ: Lord Jesus, I can only
be amazed at Your work through the soul of St. Maximilian Kolbe. You enabled
him to lay down his life for another, in imitation of Your own self-sacrificing
love. Help me to embrace the same path of love and forgiveness.
Resolution: I will immediately forgive any wrongs I suffer
today, and I will try to sacrifice myself in a hidden way for someone else.
Excerpts from the DIARY of
Saint Faustina Kowalska
216 We have come to Cracow today
[April 18, 1933]. What a joy it is to find myself again where I took my first
steps in the spiritual life! Dear Mother Directress [Mary Joseph] is ever the
same, cheerful and full of love of neighbor. I entered the chapel for a moment
and joy filled my soul. In a flash I recalled the whole ocean of graces that
had been given me as a novice here.
241 Love of neighbor. First:
Helpfulness towards the sisters. Second: Do not speak about those who are
absent, and defend the good name of my neighbor. Third: Rejoice in the success
of others.
243 I will thank the Lord Jesus for
every humiliation and will pray specially for the person who has given me the
chance to be humiliated. I will immolate myself for the benefit of souls. I
will not count the cost of any sacrifice. I will cast myself beneath the feet
of the sisters, like a carpet on which they can not only tread, but also wipe
their feet. My place is under the feet of the sisters. I will make every effort
to obtain that place unnoticed by others. It is enough that God sees this.
588 On one occasion, I heard these
words within me: Every movement of your heart is known to me. Know, My
daughter, that one glance of yours directed at someone else would wound Me more
than many sins committed by another person.
590 When I receive Holy Communion, I
entreat and beg the Savior to heal my tongue, that I may never fail in love of
neighbor.
692 + O Jesus, I understand that
Your mercy is beyond all imagining, and therefore I ask You to make my heart so
big that there will be room in it for the needs of all the souls living on the
face of the earth. O Jesus, my love extends beyond the world, to the souls
suffering in purgatory, and I want to exercise mercy toward them by means of
indulgenced prayers. God's mercy is unfathomable and inexhaustible, just as God
himself is unfathomable. Even if I were to use the strongest words there are to
express this mercy of God, all this would be nothing in comparison with what it
is in reality. O Jesus, make my heart sensitive to all the sufferings of my
neighbor, whether of body or of soul. O my Jesus, I know that You act toward us
as we act toward our neighbor.
My Jesus, make my heart like unto Your merciful Heart. Jesus, help me to go through life doing good to everyone.
My Jesus, make my heart like unto Your merciful Heart. Jesus, help me to go through life doing good to everyone.
699 On one occasion, I heard these
words: My daughter, tell the whole world about My inconceivable mercy. I
desire that the Feast of Mercy [139] be a refuge and shelter for all souls, and
especially for poor sinners. On that day the very depths of My tender mercy are
open. I pour out a whole ocean of graces upon those souls who approach the
fount of My mercy. The soul that will go to Confession and receive Holy
Communion shall obtain complete forgiveness of sins and punishment. On that day
all the divine floodgates through which grace flow are opened. Let no soul fear
to draw near to Me, even though its sins be as scarlet. My mercy is so great
that no mind, be it of man or of angel, will be able to fathom it throughout
all eternity. Everything that exists has come forth from the very depths of My
most tender mercy. Every soul in its relation to Me will contemplate My love
and mercy throughout eternity. The Feast of Mercy emerged from My very depths
of tenderness. It is My desire that it be solemnly celebrated on the first
Sunday after Easter. Mankind will not have peace until it turns to the Fount of
My Mercy.
700 + Once, when I was very tired and in much pain, I told Mother Superior [Irene] about it and received the answer that I should get used to suffering. I listened to everything that Mother told me, and then I went out. Our Mother Superior has great love of neighbor and especially great love for the sick sisters, as everyone knows. And yet, as regards me, it is extraordinary that the Lord Jesus has permitted that she not understand me and that she test me much in this respect.
700 + Once, when I was very tired and in much pain, I told Mother Superior [Irene] about it and received the answer that I should get used to suffering. I listened to everything that Mother told me, and then I went out. Our Mother Superior has great love of neighbor and especially great love for the sick sisters, as everyone knows. And yet, as regards me, it is extraordinary that the Lord Jesus has permitted that she not understand me and that she test me much in this respect.
704 I spend every free moment at the
feet of the hidden God. He is my Master; I ask Him about everything; I speak to
Him about everything. Here I obtain strength and light; here I learn
everything; here I am given light on how to act toward my neighbor. From the
time I left the novitiate, I have enclosed myself in the tabernacle together
with Jesus, my Master. He himself drew me into the fire of living love on which
everything converges.
742 My daughter, if I demand
through you that people revere My mercy, you should be the first to distinguish
yourself by this confidence in My mercy. I demand from you deeds of mercy,
which are to arise out of love for Me. You are to show mercy to your neighbors
always and everywhere. You must not shrink from this or try to excuse or
absolve yourself from it.
I am giving you three ways of exercising mercy toward your neighbor: the first-by deed, the second-by word, the third-by prayer. In these three degrees is contained the fullness of mercy, and it is an unquestionable proof of love for Me. By this means a soul glorifies and pays reverence to My mercy. Yes, the first Sunday after Easter is the Feast of Mercy, but there must also be acts of mercy, and I demand the worship of My mercy through the solemn celebration of the Feast and through the veneration of the image which is painted. By means of this image I shall grant many graces to souls. It is to be a reminder of the demands of My mercy, because even the strongest faith is of no avail without works. O my Jesus, You yourself must help me in everything, because You see how very little I am, and so I depend solely on Your goodness, O God.
+ Particular Examen
Union with the merciful Christ. With my heart I encompass the whole world, especially countries which are uncivilized or where there is persecution. I am praying for mercy upon them.
I am giving you three ways of exercising mercy toward your neighbor: the first-by deed, the second-by word, the third-by prayer. In these three degrees is contained the fullness of mercy, and it is an unquestionable proof of love for Me. By this means a soul glorifies and pays reverence to My mercy. Yes, the first Sunday after Easter is the Feast of Mercy, but there must also be acts of mercy, and I demand the worship of My mercy through the solemn celebration of the Feast and through the veneration of the image which is painted. By means of this image I shall grant many graces to souls. It is to be a reminder of the demands of My mercy, because even the strongest faith is of no avail without works. O my Jesus, You yourself must help me in everything, because You see how very little I am, and so I depend solely on Your goodness, O God.
+ Particular Examen
Union with the merciful Christ. With my heart I encompass the whole world, especially countries which are uncivilized or where there is persecution. I am praying for mercy upon them.
1148 June 20, [1937]. We resemble
God most when we forgive our neighbors. God is Love, Goodness, and Mercy...
Every soul, and especially the soul of every religious, should reflect My mercy. My Heart overflows with compassion and mercy for all. The heart of My beloved must resemble Mine; from her heart must spring the fountain of My mercy for souls; otherwise I will not acknowledge her as Mine.
Every soul, and especially the soul of every religious, should reflect My mercy. My Heart overflows with compassion and mercy for all. The heart of My beloved must resemble Mine; from her heart must spring the fountain of My mercy for souls; otherwise I will not acknowledge her as Mine.
Third Day.
1768 My daughter, in this meditation, consider the love of neighbor. Is your love for your neighbor guided by My love? Do you pray for your enemies? Do you wish well to those who have, in one way or another, caused you sorrow or offended you?
Know that whatever good you do to any soul, I accept it as if you had done it to Me.
1768 My daughter, in this meditation, consider the love of neighbor. Is your love for your neighbor guided by My love? Do you pray for your enemies? Do you wish well to those who have, in one way or another, caused you sorrow or offended you?
Know that whatever good you do to any soul, I accept it as if you had done it to Me.
1769 Application: O Jesus, my Love,
You know that it has only been for a short while that I have acted toward my
neighbor guided solely by Your love. You alone know of my efforts to do this.
It comes to me more easily now, but if You Yourself did not kindle that love in
my soul, I would not be able to persevere in this. This is due to Your
Eucharistic love which daily sets me afire.
(Diary of Sister Faustina Kowalska
Notebook-I-216, 241, 243)
(Diary of
Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-II-588, 590, 692, 699, 700, 704, 742)
(Diary of
Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-III-1148)
(Diary of
Sister Faustina Kowalska Notebook-IV-1768-1769)
http://www.regnumchristi.org/english/articulos/semanal.phtml?se=363&ca=975&te=866
http://www.saint-faustina.com/Diary/DMIMS10.shtml
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